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27 entries this month
 

07:13 Aug 30 2020
Times Read: 63


When Wolfie tells me to shut off my game, and hop to bed...
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04:33 Aug 29 2020
Times Read: 101


They restocked them!
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Yesssss ❤
The pink version of these is one of my favorite pairs of shoes, they are so gorgeous and comfortable. I saw they had them in black, but sold out awhile back so I've been hunting for them. Lucky me, they fully restocked them. Thank you, Universe :3

Guess who else showed up...

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This dress is so gorgeous I don't even know how to describe it. Every little detail is perfect. Moons, and bats, and castles, and coffins, and graves, and vampires.
It is a bit tight around the chest, but I expected that. It's an Asian one size, it wasn't made to fit American boobs, but as long as I can breathe, it's fine xD I really want Wolfie to do a photoshoot of me in this dress, maybe after we get the backyard fixed up, and we get the bunnies. I told him very specifically that I need to have at least one white rabbit because I adore them, and because I want him to take cute pictures of me in fluffy dresses with white rabbit. Although this dress might be better suited for somewhere creepier. I'm afraid it's going to sink into my closet, too afraid to wear it because I don't want to ruin the perfection. It's such good quality, the material is thick, not that cheap, plasticy garbage. Absolutely worth over $200.

So what am I hunting for next...

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16:50 Aug 27 2020
Times Read: 136


My new wolfie moon witch sweater dress ^^
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I showed it to Wolfie, and he said it's perfect for me, creepy and cute :3 So snuggly soft inside, perfect for Autumn.

Also all things moon themed...

New set of lingerie.
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So Wolfie can properly worship his moon❤
It is eternally fascinating to me having a man who treats me like his property, his whore, but also like his queen, his goddess. Used, and beaten yet raised high, cherished, taught to value myself. Such a contradictory lifestyle. To be one thing, and yet simultaneously, the exact opposite. Trained, taught, molded, brought to the very edge, but never broken by my Master.

Gothic Sailor Moon crop top.
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Restyle Moon top.
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It's almost long enough to be worn as a dress, maybe a really short skirt underneath.

So now I'm waiting on my hairdye, Collectif dresses, Krad Lanrete, and another package from Killstar that hasn't even shipped yet because fuck the KS US warehouse. Glad we're nearly in September, Summer months are really my least favorite, but knowing September is right there really helps. The end of the year is so inviting❤


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22:50 Aug 25 2020
Times Read: 168


Ordered two super cute spooky Halloweenish dresses from Collectif.
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I've actually never ordered from them before. I got the pair for £105, not too bad at all. They had a version of the first one that I had wanted last year, but that one was completely sheer so I'm glad I waited because the new half-velvet, collar design is much more me.

What else is on Bunny's wishlist...
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New boots. Specifically these because they would match the jacket I bought. Also the fact that Wolfie's house gets some pretty severe winters. And because... Look, I don't need justification to buy cute boots xD

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I know I said I wasn't going to buy anymore cushions, but it's soooo cute. If it's moons or bats, I gotta have it. I haven't been super impressed with hardly any of Killstar's new releases this year, but I'm hoping they step it up for the A/W season. The end of the year usually brings out the better designs anyway, especially towards Halloween, especially if you love cute, creepy, spooky, gothy things.

There are also a couple dresses from Banned on my radar.
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Because I'm a sucker for pentacle buttons, and skeletal cameos.

I'm not sure what else. I had an order that was coming in from France that made it into the country, but then just today turned around, and it now headed back to France xD So I dunno what the fuck that's about. It said it made it through customs then I look, and suddenly the shipping is now going backwards. Interesting. My Krad Lanrete also finally made it into New York so now I'm just waiting for it to get to me. I've also got two KS orders on the way which has become almost a weekly thing. I sold A LOT last week so I have room to buy myself some nice things, and restock a bit.

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04:13 Aug 24 2020
Times Read: 202


I'm planning on doing some sorta rainbowy mermaid dye job on my hair for my vacation. Maybe do a half-and-half again. Definitely not doing half black ever again, it took forever to get that side of my hair matched back up with the other. Maybe some soft pastels that are easy to bleach bath out when I get back. I couldn't possibly allow Wolfie near me as a rainbow haired mess xD Well ok, I could, and he wouldn't care, but I'd rather it easily come out so I can be the white-blonde, red-lipped, tight dressed seductress he's accustomed to. If all goes well, he'll be back soon after I return, and we can go home together.
I actually got really lucky, and found three colors I was considering on sale for only $6 a jar, about half off what they normally are.
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Literally one of the colors is named "Mermaid." That is a sign. And they only had these colors plus a bright yellow. The Universe speaks.
I thought I'd pastellize the blue for a lighter effect. I might also add a pink or a brighter green, but I don't want it to end up muddled especially if I end up only doing half of my hair. I told my two oldest nieces who are going that they could spend the night with me the night before, and we can do mermaid hair and nails. I've also promised them a shopping trip before then because that's what best auntie does❤

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22:18 Aug 23 2020
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07:23 Aug 22 2020
Times Read: 261


Do you ever feel like a game was made just for you?
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I'm having that moment :3

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04:04 Aug 22 2020
Times Read: 285


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So I was just talking about buying a totebag from KS if they had a decent sale, and suddenly they have a 25% off bags sale.
Dude... they're watching me xD They know!
I didn't actually get a totebag though. But I did get several things including a gorgeous new velvety lace moon purse, and my wolf moon sweater dress since it's finally getting towards the colder part of the year. Also that huge comfty oversized moon sweater that they just so happened to have one left in my size in. Plus, a couple dresses that'll probably end up in the sell pile, but we'll see❤

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22:38 Aug 21 2020
Times Read: 313


So I did end up going out, and buying myself an exercise bike today. It's a pretty good investment for me since I love to bike, and now I can do it as often as I like without being chased by fucking dogs. I dunno, I just can't stand sitting on my ass playing video games, and doing crafts all day, I gotta be up, and moving. I mean, I do still game obviously, but I don't sit around gaming for 15 hours at a time while eating poptarts anymore xD I'm trying to get my body to it's best for my vacation, and soon after hopefully Wolfie will be back from Europe to pick me up, and looking better than ever for him is also a plus even if he thinks I'm the most beautiful woman in the world no matter what. I'm not obsessed with my body image, I don't wanna weigh 98 pounds or have muscles for days. I actually just genuinely love to exercise, it feels good, it makes me happy❤

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07:01 Aug 21 2020
Times Read: 363


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It looks bad, but I assure you, I have everything under control xD
I'm merely warming up, not frantically running away.
Ya know, do your stretches, get in a few laps before shooting anything in the face ❤

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02:52 Aug 21 2020
Times Read: 395


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That would certainly be an interesting experiment. Instead of meeting someone, and immediately telling them everything there is to love about you, you give them a big list of everything you're lacking. That's basically what Wolfie did xD He told me every negative thing about himself up front. The severe depression with all of the mental emotional stuff that goes with it, the family issues, the absolute workaholic syndrome, fear of commitment, instability, darkness, super control freak, super dominant, all of it, he was brutally honest with me about every flaw he saw in himself very quickly after we'd first met. And he told me that if, after hearing all of it, I wanted to run away from him then he would understand. And I appreciate that, you know. Because no one is perfect, but there are some things that certain people just can't handle, and giving me the choice of whether I wanted to go forward with him with all of these hurdles instead of hiding everything about himself for me to eventually find out... I just appreciate it. I like brutal honesty. I like getting to decide important things for myself. I like someone who isn't fake. It was his honesty that was one of the first things that really drew me in. It's easy to tell someone everything good about yourself. You're attractive, you're successful, you're intelligent, you're confident, you have it all. It's much harder to reveal your dark side to someone, especially someone you haven't known for very long, someone you're not sure you can trust. Opening up that sort of vulnerability takes a lot of strength. When Wolfie opened himself up to me like that I didn't see a monster or some frail dark pathetic creature that needed rescuing. I saw a man who was reaching out, grasping for something. For light, warmth, connection, humanity. For simple understanding. A strong, resilient, driven man who had survived absolute horrors in life, but was successful, and kind, and honorable. I've always admired his strength. He has good fucking reason to be depressed. I'm not going to go into it, but the fact that he even gets out if bed in the morning, and gives anyone in this world a chance... And he's so kind, and gentle, and he has such a big heart. Those are the things that hold me to him when the depression hits hard. Because I have always seen past the dark, cold, bitter shell straight to his heart. Even when he tries to hide it, I can see, I know it's still there.
Then there was the whole, "I'd like to tie you up, and beat the shit out of you," thing. Most girls would probably have been horrified to hear that a couple days after meeting a guy. I was simply... utterly intrigued. Because who just blatantly admits that?
I'm just saying. It worked for us. Then again, we're not exactly the normal couple...
I've instructed him to bring enough candy back from Europe for me AND the kids. You must pay homage to the tiny people in my life before you carry me away xD I mean, they already love, and approve of him, but it would definitely seal favorite uncle status. Though taking away their favorite auntie might drop him in the ranks... We were talking about fixing up the backyard with a rabbit hutch, and getting some bunnies after I move in. We're also supposed to be getting a couple kittens so hopefully we can socialize them together to play nice. There was also talk of hamsters... Wolfie was never allowed to have pets growing up, and he's been too busy for it on his own, but with me around I can take care of everyone. Wolfie doesn't like me to leave the house super often anyway with my immune system being so poor so he wants to turn the backyard into Wonderland for Bunny with lots of pretty plants and fuzzy animals :3 My oldest sister actually recently got my niece a kitten, and a bunny so I'm observing them. At this point, we're just hoping he'll be back by the end of the year. He's promised to do several jobs in Europe, and I'm not going to be the kind of girlfriend who demands he blows everyone else off. He told me he would call, and cancel, and come back, but... It feels selfish of me to do that. Besides, he's making really good money, and that goes towards keeping us comfortable and stable. It could also be his last trip to Europe without me. I would go, but international travel with a weak immune system is probably a death sentence right now. I would also prefer to accompany him there when it's not for business because business Wolfie is a bit distracted. That's the problem though is that someone constantly wants something from him, and I want him all for myself. But I'm glad he does so well professionally, I'm proud of him. He's always been very upfront about the fact that success is very important to him, and I don't want to take that away from him or make him feel bad about it. Besides, Bunny business is also going quite well, I sold a single dress for over $200 just a couple days ago, and all-in-all I've probably sold over 10 things alone this week. I'd really like to invest in a nice exercise bike. I love riding around on my actual bike, but the weather does not always permit it so I'll probably browse around for one tomorrow.

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21:25 Aug 19 2020
Times Read: 433


Pretty new things from KS ❤

Darklands Jumper
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This is probably one of the most comfortable things I now own. I'm not super crazy about Killstar's striped jumper sweaters, they just fit weird, but this one is perfect, so soft, and comfty, and hits me perfectly mid-thigh.

Tsumiko Skirt
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Super cute basic piece, it actually has little crescent moons, and stars on the buttons.
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Orbit Sun Hat
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It's so huge and glorious. About six more weeks til I'm hopefully laying on a beach, bikini clad, drink in hand. The hat is nice though because it's bendable so it doesn't hang in my face. Plus, it looks like Lydia's hat from Beetlejuice ❤

And because every kitty can never have too many collars...
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The one in the middle with the moons is new. I know, I'm mooncrazed.

Last is an item by Sourpuss that is also meant for the beach.
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It's an adorable coverup covered in lil bats :3 It can also be worn as a dress though over a slip or not if I'm feeling bold, and wearing really cute lingerie... They make a pink version of this too which I may get, but at $80 each I chose black first, pink maybe eventually.

So now I think I'm nearly completely ready for my vacation. I'm browsing around for a totebag, they actually just put one on sale at Killstar that I may pickup, but probably wait for  a decent sale, maybe an end of Summer thing.

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23:57 Aug 17 2020
Times Read: 469


So I ordered a couple new masks for myself.
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Not that I leave the house much because of my weak immune system. I don't mind the mask thing. It's just another cute accessory to compliment my outfits.

I also put in a couple new KS orders since they just updated their clearance.
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I made $300 last night within just a couple hours. I was laying in bed thinking, "Gee, I didn't get any orders over the weekend, how strange." Then suddenly sold 2 dresses, 2 skirts, and a top. I'm working on some designs for a logo of a moon bunny for some cards I'd like to start including in my sales. I bought my very own printer last week. Wolfie is so proud, he's calling me professional business bunny :3  It feels good to be able to do something, and have something that's my own, just mine❤

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03:22 Aug 16 2020
Times Read: 517


So this happened this morning.
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That's the neighbor's house. An entire tree uprooted by what I swear was a fucking tornado. One car crushed, the other cut in half. Whatever it was, it waltzed it's ass right down my street. Everywhere else was untouched, but along this street you got trees uprooted, fences busted open, one of my bedroom windows exploded, they found glass from it on the other side of the house.
And then it was gone just as quickly as it was there. One minute it feels like the world is ending then everything stops.
It was terrifying. Kinda rad though watching it from my porch. No one got hurt, and my cat is safe. A few hours later I was sitting under perfectly clear blue skies face-painting at my nephew's birthday party. Not a single cloud.
This world is so funny.

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LORDMOGY
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04:01 Aug 16 2020





RelentlessTenebrosity
RelentlessTenebrosity
07:25 Aug 16 2020

Nature can be one cranky b*tch. That’s crazy though. Glad no one was hurt.





CryingRiver
CryingRiver
22:22 Aug 19 2020

I hope your okay is not good dealing with another nature but shit is good to know your still alive and safe paths merry meet blessed be.





 

08:48 Aug 15 2020
Times Read: 541


My nieces, and nephews, and I have been collecting a new gumball machine prize.
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Adorable little donut animals ^^
The hunt is on for who will get them all first. I'm missing the monkey, koala, and shark. I had the shark once, but gave it to one of my nephews.
It's just something silly we like to do every time they refill the machine with something cute. First it was bunnies we collected for Uncle Wolfie who now has many tiny colorful bunnies around his house xD Then it was little animals whose heads popped off. Now adorable little donut animals. We've nearly cleared them out so it'll be exciting to see what they put in next ^^
I figure I'll give all this stuff to them when I finally move. Maybe that'll soften the blow. They're always telling people that I'm one of them, just one of the kids. And I correct them... I am NOT one of you, I am your LEADER, I am higher rank xD

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19:29 Aug 14 2020
Times Read: 580


Another lil bit of Nightmare Before Christmas gorgeousness ❤
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Dress and jacket. I love how perfectly they match my Sugar Thrillz coffin purse❤

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05:33 Aug 14 2020
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Me, and my adorable lil shadow wolfie :3
I named him Pancake, vicious protector of Bunny❤
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I kill things that stare at me xD

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01:33 Aug 14 2020
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If you're going to message a seller like some big baller with your snotty comments... make damn sure you have your fucking facts straight. Otherwise, you look like a big idiot, and I will happily remind you of that.
She asked what was my lowest on this dress. Which I hate, it is such poor manners to basically say, "How much of a cheapskate can I get away with being?" As stated, it sold full price for $79. It is currently on clearance for $39.99, but only available in an XS. I am selling a Large therefore you actually can not get it on the site for $50. But I generously offered it to her for $60, and that was her response to me. Because absolutely appalling manners will definitely make me lower my price. I wanna know one single seller that works on, that you can act like the rudest little bitch, and they will immediately give in. Not here, honey. I do my research, I know what my items are worth, $60 for a sold out, brand new in plastic $79 dress is more than reasonable. And buyers with this mentality feel like because they're the customer they can do, and say whatever they want, and the seller just has to sit back, and take it. Unfortunately for them, I have zero patience for such behavior, and have no problem giving them bitch right back. It's hilarious how shocked, and outraged they'll act when I do it. "But... but you can't say those things to me, I'm the buyer, so unprofessional!" Uh huh. Well maybe you oughtta go buy yourself some manners you cheap, insufferable whore, get the fuck out xD

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19:08 Aug 13 2020
Times Read: 685


Two new skirted bikinis❤
Sailor Moon and Nightmare Before Christmas. Two very important things from my childhood.
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Not exactly what Wolfie likes seeing me in, but  these are for me :3 I really love the skirted look, and the bow on the back of the Luna one completely makes the whole thing, so adorable. I haven't tried them on yet, but they look true to size, and I can always take them in a bit if they're a lil too big. Wolfie wants to have some custom swimsuits made for me by a designer he knows, and I'm uh... curious to see what he comes up with. We have very different tastes. He prefers leather, latex, tight, and I like velvet, lace, ruffles, corsetting.
Speaking of which, I also got a fabulous new dress in pink velvet with a pentagram strap back.
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19:08 Aug 13 2020
Times Read: 685


Two new skirted bikinis ❤
Sailor Moon and Nightmare Before Christmas. Two very important things from my childhood.
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Not exactly what Wolfie likes seeing me in, but  these are for me :3 I really love the skirted look, and the bow on the back of the Luna one completely makes the whole thing, so adorable. I haven't tried them on yet, but they look true to size, and I can always take them in a bit if they're a lil too big. Wolfie wants to have some custom swimsuits made for me by a designer he knows, and I'm uh... curious to see what he comes up with. We have very different tastes. He prefers leather, latex, tight, and I like velvet, lace, ruffles, corsetting.
Speaking of which, I also got a fabulous new dress in pink velvet with a pentagram strap back.
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20:50 Aug 12 2020
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I've been just dreadful busy :3 But I snagged some cute shit during the KS birthday sale.

Bloodbath Sandals
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So adorable. Before these came out I put it out into the Universe, "Killstar, you should totally make me some bat sandals." And here they are xD Because I'm going away on a two week beach vacation in October, assuming everything doesn't shut down again. So I needed some cute sandals. Well, I do have another pair that I wore on my last vacation last November, the Gothic mermaid ones with the shells, and I do love them, but two weeks demands more than one pair of shoes especially since I have a variety of swimsuits. I actually bought two more bikinis, but they're still in transit.

Gothel Hoodie
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Super excited for this, it's like a cross between a hoodie, and a cloak. Perfect for upcoming Fall/Winter. It is a bit big... It's supposed to be oversized, but I definitely could've went down to an XS. I do love it though, especially the giant hood.

Isadora Skirt
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Faux leather + lace. That's all I really need to say. A bit more classic goth of a look. I actually already sold this one, but am definitely getting another for myself because the whole look is gorgeous.

Enamel pins!
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Dunno what I'll put them on. I kinda want penguin with knife next xD

I got this dress from Hot Topic
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Funny story about HT... I've had some teenage punk bitches harassing me over a skirt on one of my selling platforms. Now, I assume they're teenagers because they claim they work at Hot Topic, and no respectable adult should work there, in my opinion... But also, one of them called me a dweeb xD What a precious lil motherfucker. What happened is I have a skirt listed for $60. Yes, I'm charging more than retail, but the thing is, it's completely sold out online. There's also the fact that usually when I list things high it's because I want to see if there's any interest, and lower the price over time. But this bitch comes onto my listing, and starts bashing me. Saying she works at Hot Topic, and they still have it stock. That may be true where she works, but it's COMPLETELY SOLD OUT ONLINE. So mention this to her in my reply while also stating it's good that no one is forced to buy from me, and maybe should refrain from making herself look stupid. Blocked, deleted, reported. Couple days later I get almost the exact same message from another mysterious brand new account claiming to be someone different. Right... You didn't waste your time making a new account just to say the exact same thing, and continue to harass me. Sure, sure. Told her again, stop making yourself look stupid. Blocked, deleted, reported. A couple more days later xD A very mysterious brand new account comes saying almost the exact same thing, only this time making it very clear to me, "This isn't the same person, I'm a guy." I'm sure you are, sweetie xD I'm waiting for the next round. I'm not sure they notice, but they're not accomplishing anything. I'm actually raising the price every time they message me just to annoy them :3 I'm not desperate to sell it, but it's a shitty low quality Hot Topic skirt that I never wear so if someone else wants it then awesome. But it's mine. I can charge what I want. You can rant all you want about that, but it's still mine, I set the price. I don't understand what people don't get about that. If I buy something, it doesn't matter what I paid, I can charge what I want. I can charge $1000 for it, and if someone buys it that's none of your fucking business you cheap whore :3 She told me how unprofessional I am. Um, I have no desire or obligation to be professional with someone who's attacking me, who came at me first, and then tried to pretend she had friends to send after me. Why is it that anyone ever who comes after me attempts to call in for backup against me? I never ask for help from anyone, but people who attack me always bitch out, and call their friends in. You can't handle a tiny blonde girl yourself? I never call my friends into online disputes, that's just sad. I may show them what happened so we can laugh at you, but I can handle myself.
Fun times being a seller. It's gone from a weekly thing to almost a daily that I have to deal with complete idiots.

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08:30 Aug 07 2020
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You know.
Every time they redo her origin, it hits just a little bit closer and closer.

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21:33 Aug 06 2020
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This is my standard response to idiots anymore xD I just can't be polite. If you want me to give you a break in the price then maaaaybe don't be such a rude fuckin' bitch. Like, for real? I don't have to be competitive. I'm not desperate to sell. Originally this dress sold for $45. I have it listed at $55, brand new with tags with free shipping. You take off the 10% sellers fee + shipping, and I'm making an astonishing $44 on it, less than retail. That's not a price gouge, that's extremely fair. On top of which, this dress is COMPLETELY SOLD OUT. I looked around, and I found one for sale, USED, in a size Small for $30 + $8 shipping. Pretty sure 38 isn't half of $55. And I'm selling a Medium. So no. I absolutely have no reason to be competitive, I'm the only one selling in a Medium, who's my competition? Sorry your broke, cheap, bitch ass wants a steal, but I ain't playin' that. I'm not running a garage sale, this isn't a damn thrift store. These are name brand, authentic, sold out designs. If you can find them cheaper then good on you, but don't fuckin' lie like a trashy whore for $5 off a dress that's already pretty cheap. For fucks sake. And if she had even tried to be polite to me then I probably woulda taken it down by $5-$10, but it's a good thing it was just too much for her cause she sure ain't getting it now.
I don't understand the rude buyer mentality. Does that actually work on other sellers? Just be a rude little bitch, and they hand you their stuff for next to free? Nah, not happening. Don't want your business, move along.

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06:44 Aug 04 2020
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I usually jog an hour each morning then do some sort of strength routine at night. I'm a cardio person, I love to jog/bike/rollerskate, but ask me to lift one 5 pound weight, and I just wanna lay on the floor like I'm dying xD It's not even anything, but it is so boring to me. So I've been doing actual 30 minute workouts, and I just love the feeling of my entire body crying from being so sore. Wolfie also works out every day when he's at home, but he's the opposite. He loves strength training, hates cardio. But it's good because we can motivate each other. He helps train me in strength and martial arts, and he gets to jog behind me with a nice view when he keeps up xD It's not necessary, though it is very beneficial to be physically fit in our lifestyle especially since we like to experiment with new things, new positions, different scenarios, and it's nice to have the endurance to last for more than one time, multiple times a day.
Then there's after. Wolfie makes me snack, cuddles me up, and watches anime with me. It's like the cool down after a workout, everything hurts, but it feels so good.
It is one of Master's expectations that I keep myself healthy. That includes eating well, not starving myself, and getting an appropriate amount of daily physical activity, at least an hour. But he does allow for one day a week where I can eat all the pizza, ice cream, and candy I want, and lay around. I call it Piggy Bunny Day xD It's usually on a Friday, and I'm so excited I tell him, "Yay, happy Piggy Bunny Day, best day everrrr." I love to eat, but I also have a bit of a slow metabolism so I try to be extra careful about the things I put in my body. Mostly veggies and protein on a daily basis. If I really want to eat something, I'll allow myself to do it, but I remind myself that I am accountable to myself, and I need to take care of my body. I don't want to say that Master has too high of standards for a Sub because I'm not perfect, I have chunky thighs, and a fat ass xD But I'm glad that he encourages me to be healthy, and stay confident in myself. To be how I want to be, not how anyone else wants. Sometimes I need that push, I need someone to believe in me, and he does.
It's really not fair. He has a super high metabolism so he can eat an entire loaf of bread + jar of peanut butter for breakfast(which he does sometimes,) and never gain a pound, it goes straight into muscle. I like working out, but if I could lay around, and eat toast...
I also got this super kawaii baby pink cheer skirt in today.
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I know I've mentioned it, but those shoes... I love them so much. They're beautiful, and they're actually pretty comfortable. They also made them in black, but they sold out so Imma have to hunt them down. I just love pastel pink + black. Dark and dainty :3

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05:07 Aug 03 2020
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So the lesson is, if Wolfie offers you strudel... Run away xD
Wolfie is one of those super nerds who loves collecting weaponry, but he actually knows how to use many different things.
He was talking about teaching me how to throw knives. Obviously a skill every modern woman should learn. So... useful for when the ninjas attack.

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22:39 Aug 02 2020
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I don't think a person is qualified to teach anyone English when they don't use proper commas, and apostrophes in their lesson xD Watching people attack others for their spelling, and grammar when theirs is not nearly perfect is mind blowing, for real.
Wait, I need to find a quote about hypocrisy, gimme a minute...
It's like watching overweight people call others fat. I mean, no body should be body shaming, it's kinda rude, but least of all the equally thin challenged.
I'm never on anyone's side, but when you make everything so fucking public, when you basically ram it down people's throats on a daily basis, these are the things they think of you. If you're going to attempt to teach someone better, you oughtta be pretty flawless yourself. If you're gonna hate on someone's body then maybe make sure your nudes haven't floated around VR for years showing that you've got more than a few to lose yourself. I certainly don't need to see that shit, I don't care if it's, "So disgusting you can't look away." I'm just saying, when that's how people talk about you, and your body, you probably shouldn't be mocking others for theirs.
No body's perfect. If you don't like someone stop feeding them attention. Above all, don't be a hypocritical douchebag. That just ain't right.
I know, I know, "Just don't read it!" It's everywhere, all the time, for fucks sake.
Generally, if someone writes a journal about me, I don't read it. I completely ignore it. Because clearly that person's life is so sad, and empty that they have nothing better to do than try to get my attention on a dead website. I can't blame them, they should want my attention, but I simply can't be bothered.
Usually, the only way I actually notice such insignificance talking about me is if one of my friends shows me so we can laugh at said person together. Sharing is caring. "Dude, you gotta see what this little bitch wrote about you, it is hilariously bad." And we laugh, and go on with our lives, usually not going on, and on for weeks publicly.
Wait, here I go, on with my life.
Oh, nooooo, not my real life, it's pulling me away, heeeelp...
*poof*

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Zarr
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03:59 Aug 03 2020

"And so it goes." Kurt Vonnegut Slaughter House Five. Lol that one.





 

07:14 Aug 01 2020
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Wolfie wants to have us both built our own personal gaming PCs. He's putting together a list of games for us to play together, and I'd really love if he'd play Neverwinter Nights with me. Shadowdancer and Necromancer adventures ^^ I'm always a bit more partial to traveling with a warrior if for no better reason than to use them as my meatshield, and sacrifice them into opening trapped chests that I can't disable. But having a mage at my disposal is interesting. I don't think I even know Wolfie's preferred race. His alignment would probably be between neutral good and true neutral. He does love to help people if it doesn't inconvenience him, but he also is very preoccupied with helping himself above all others. I don't think he would be chaotic, he values structure, and order, and rules, and basically everything I scoff at. As for race... Probably something elfy. Dark elf maybe. I think you can be a drow in NWN. But dark elves are usually evil. And necromancy is generally frowned upon. But you know I would drag him into helping everyone.
"Bunny, we really need to get back to the main quest..."
"But Wolfie, that kid asked us to find their teddy bear, we have to help!"
"Bunny, helping one small child isn't going to earn us anything, it's pointless, she can't even pay us."
"But Wolfieeee D:"
xD
Then there's the fact that he likes to stop, and come up with strategy, think of a plan. I just go straight in, and wing it. I don't wanna talk about how we're gonna kill it. I'll run in invisible, and distract it, you wiggle your fingers, and work your magicy bits, go team xD
It's funny actually, I played so much NWN in my teenage years, and he played a ton of NWN 2 in his. We're such meant to be super nerds xD
I've never been much of an online gamer, and I definitely have spent more time on consoles, but I am excited to play things with him, and have my very own gaming computer. He's been wanting to turn one of the rooms in the house into a gaming room, and I'm wondering if that would work with the both of us because he's already promised me pretty pink gaming chair, and nice kitty ear headphones so my side will be kawaii as fuck. We're gonna need a bigger house for all these rooms he wants. A game room, an art room, a sex dungeon that isn't our bedroom that's big enough for a stripper pole with platform, an office, a couple guest rooms, and that's on top of the standard living/dining/kitchen. And I have to figure out about decorating the place. Wolfie is very minimalistic, the whole 3 years he's lived there I have barely seen him put anything up on his walls. His house is so organized, and cold, and soulless xD Aside from my things that are there. Needs a much bigger touch of bunny warmth. He's told me several times that as long as I don't make everything Hello Kitty then he doesn't care. I get it, no Hello Kitty. Well... Some Hello Kitty. Just a little. Maybe a toaster :3

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