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Does anybody else feel like sometimes they are being used. Either for money, attention or a place to stay. Well that is exactly how I feel these days.

A friend that I haven't really talk to in about six months has a friend who needs a place to stay, so low a behold out of the blue he is calling and wanting to come over and come out on Friday nights with said person. WTF! If your friend needs a place to stay for a little while don't pretend to be a friend when you haven't called in six months except when you need something.

Other people treat you like shit when around other people but when it's just the two of you, you might as wel be married things are so good between the two of you.



Expecting you to give compliments and oogle over her, well fuck you is all I have to say right now.



Then the one you would die for constantly makes you feel like shit but doesn't give a shit how you feel because she knows she can say or do almost anything and get away with it makes you want to lash out at all the wrong people.



The start of this year started out like a dream and it has ended up like a nightmare.



At times I wish I could be free from such people and things that cause me so much emotional pain, because so far I have been able to handle all the physical pain. But since I am the complete idiot who keeps letting everybody walk all over them I wish I could say a huge FUCK YOU to all of you who have gained from my idioces.



Now if only I could find the balls to actually say this to everybody that has burned me face to face!