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how i feel most days
17:46 May 21 2014
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trapped

May 20, 14 @ 4:43pm

trapped in my own world like a caged wolf no where to turn no way out so much anger no way to excape so much pain no way to make it go away so much rage no way to just turn the page so meny times the door was wide open but i could not see through all the tears so it slamed shut no way to cut the chains that bind my soul to this world no shelter to hide from all the fear no quick fix for the anger no way to vent the rage someone save me just put a bullet in my head stop the thoughts stop the memory stop the past from sneeking up on me stop the future from coming dry my tears of pain and sooth the anger of the shame of being me trapped by my own life the chose made the wrong turns reaching into the fire and getting burnned i should have known yet i couldn't see for the red in my eyes from the rage just to be able to turn back the pages of time trapped like the wolf invasable bars and chains bind and cut into the hart and soul pace and pace in my little space hopeful that the floor will give and realese me from all this hurt all the confusion all the anger turning to rage when one more door is slamed or chain is added i pray yet no one hears i cry out in pain yet no one cares i beat my fist against the floor yet no one sees the blood and scars it causes because all they see is the out side and the fake smile they fail to look into my eyes and see the real me the pain i have begging the love and devotion i have to give yet im trapped alone anger and rage more at me for being then at anyone for not seeing my pain so meny hidden tears and and so much rage and so meny scars someone set me free someone see through my smiles and set me free