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Well today i would have to say is really boring. I have to work the third shift at my job. I honestly can say today i feel really lost and I am having alot of doubts about alot of things in my life. I usually know what to do and where to go but most recently i have not know this. I dont know my emotions feel like a god damn roller coaster. I cant tell if anything in my life is going to change or if anything is going to get better all i know is that i feel like im just running through life with no direction. I often think of what im here for what am i doing what do i want. I just dont get why these things have to be so hard to answer or why they are so hard to understand sometimes. I love my man to death but recently i feel like he is pulling away from me. I mean he tells me he loves me more than anything in the world as i do but its just the little things that he doesnt do that mean so much to me. Hmmmm well i just hope things turn around soon.