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ok... now why do i feel like all my friends are avoding me. the only one it seems that wanted to talk to me all week is robert. now why is that? i mean i know it may sound crazy but i really need someone right now... i feel like my boyfriend is avoiding me. i feel like my best friend hates me. and you know what the stiking a knife through my stomach right now honestly seems like a good idea. My boyfriend just hung up and wants me to go to sleep. and i had to call him... i mean i want to talk to him. it kind of hurts to know that not many people care about you anymore... i mean god my best friend jessica dosen't talk to me any more. MY Ex best friend has waged war on me because i found out that she was using me to get to david. and my whole life has just gone to hell. my little sister won't leave me alone. my mom told my that if she could send me to my father she would. and my bf doesn't even want to talk with me. i mean is there something wrong with me? did i do something wrong? did i make my bf mad at me some how with out knowing? why does it feel like everyone hates me! god who wouldn't hate me... im just a hopeless stupid little girl anyway right? so whos going to care if i die. it really seems like no one will. so im just going to wait till i die now... and to thoses that hurt me. you helped make me feel this way. so i hope it scares the hell out of you. cause it has and still is me.