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nov,10,2008 THESE ARE MAY TRILS MY TRIBULATIONS..................................................................... THE BEAST: Falling faster then ever.just happy that the beast is the same,HAPPY.........got eatin from the inside out must have been ment to be.Bleeding for what i believed in still bleeding......but satisfied,its beautiful. TIME: The beast is like a rock that you cant get over.You merly wait for time to make it go away.Thats all i have is time it seems forever.I'll still be waiting............here. LOVE/N/RUST:BEST YET I stare at a rusty bloody blade thinking it came from love and pain. it took steel and turned it into somthing ugly.RUSTED.FROM THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU.It was shiney but now just dull.... cant be used again.why? it could kill me.i love to bleed for you.it makes it all better.....but makes me ugly in most eyes.in my eyes its beautiful to know i did it for YOU.and i cant ever forget.... about you....about the scar... cant take it back like the way i treated you.............the rusted blade is beautiful not just dull to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its my friend........ and i love it.i respect it.like i should have done you. .......................... 8.( STRANGELD: my friends there looks can be deciveing.i help and most use and talk shit behind my back.guess i shouldnt be so nice thay take it as a weakness.but its my strong point.cause i am me. and can see peoples true colors..... EVENTULY.maybe some day this niceness will come back to me.and i hope i reckinize it and dont treat them the way people treat me........ beauty..../ I find beauty in razor blades....i find beauty in you NOTHING: 1/23/09