The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

This is the only site I have that is hidden from certain people I don't want to know certain things on my mind. I feel that I need somewhere to just write and have others input without caring about what or how others feel. I might have a mental issue but the ways I use to cope with it. They might be weird, creepy, or uncomfortable for some. Its just the way I do I really do try to rephrase what I say and watch what I do. If thats the only way to help myself then? How should I cope.? I think I do have a social anxiety, or just Palin anxiety. I also think I have a type of depression and an attachment disorder not sure about that. I feel I might because of the way I have relationship issues. from who I meet to how I get attached to them. Not just a physical, But also as emotional, spiritual, and just as a friend. I ted to get attached to girls mostly and like the motherly type for some reason. Even if I know its only going to be friends with them.