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💀📍🐐RETURN TO ROCKFALL-MOUNTAIN🐐 🔏 💀1ST EVER FILE & PEICE-NO#1💀🔥SAME-DAY)

10:48 Feb 07 2024
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💀📍PEICE NO-1🔏 🌜W-♑-2 DAY-NO 1-Morning Be4-12)
©KONAN-GORSEN-GRAYSTON-ALL RIGHTS RESERVED🔏♥️ 12.28Pm) •Timers-all way out)
💀📍Additions-to Peice 7/8/9/10/11/12 &13 15th •Word of the Day-Methodologys) 🌜♒-2
•15th Word of the Day-Adversarial Adversary✓
•25th*Additions •Word of the Day-Epithets✓🌜+♍-2

⚓POETRY-PEICE 1ST-ONE⭐

💀📍
Born to die in you
Kept in-place
Held in-place
Held-down by you
Kept in-holding
Kept in place
Through you
Was held-in life through you
Was held-on in life through you
Was holding onto-life itself
Through-you holding*
Needing to keep-holding*
Least I fall*
Fall on-through*
Fall into this world-of all hells*
World denied & defiled*
World destroyed & denied*
World of all sh*t*
Not made to go-care about that*
Mundane world*
Without peitys-without pitys*
Without dietys-without dignitys*
Was holding on-in death through you*
Behind the veil of my own mind*
Where the gods are whiter*
Pale as death*
Where I cant-feel it*
Where I can't go-remember it*
Where the pain-is too much*
Where I just fainted-away*
Where I failed to go-serve you*
Where I went & died without*
Where I was paler-in the cold lights*
Where I was-just denied all fights*
Where I was just denied-all rights*
Where I was just denied-all life*
And I just turned into bones*
Where I was just wasted & I just wasted away*
Back down into just bones-just back into white
💀📍
Grand & grander
Big & biger
Powers-that you have📍
Earth's & browny earth's*
Death & browney-deaths*
Older & browney older*
Elder & earthy elder*
Elder & bastard elder*
Elder & cruel elder*
Grinding-earths*
Earth's & bones-grinding away*
Put us back-in our place*
Now we can go-climbing*
Back into heavens-grace*
Everything getting-tuned-on up
Turned-on up
Turned-on up*📍
Beyond the crueltys*
Beyond the bullshit perogatives*
Beyond the sheilds*
Barriers I couldn't understand*
Bettered-by your prioritys*
Invisible in a mist of-sheilds*
Kept from-knowing*
Kept from growing*
Kept from becoming*
Held back from numbers*
Can't go-see ourselves*
Invisible in our own-sheilds*
We silently-grow*
Amplified-shit
Mind is on-fire*
The pain & the glorys
Fucking-crazy shit
Live to f*cking die
Die-to fully live
Live to f*cking die*
Falling-through*
Just to get a grip on life*
Your the pain-bringer📍
Master of the brown-house*
Bone-worker*
Bone walker*
Bone grinder*
Grinding-away*
Like your knowing-it inside*
Feel it's there-inside you somewhere*
Feeding on-that somewhere*
Made-how it is*
Through the older-gods*
Crueler colder harder gods*
From ages-long before*
I learned how to take-pain*
How to glory in-gods*
I learned how to feild-pains*
Getting closer-to gods*
Our hidden-powers*
These hidden-perspectives*
Pains-burning through the wires*
Like eletrified-lights*
Your the pain-bringer*
But I'm still-holding
Then alive from-there
The electricitys,-begin
The mind begins-to go climbing
I'm getting-high
While your-getting rhetorical
Rattling-the chains
You wouldn't understand
Your will was just to-control
Your will is the pain-bringer
Your will is to weaponise
While I'm tripping-out
While I'm trying to know you
Your being mental
Your the mentalist
Your sharpening spears
While I'm feeling-it
While I'm tripping-out*
Your sharpening-knives
Your all about-spears*
Spear-points*
Your the hunter*
While I'm climbing on-up*
Using your-pathsways*
To haul-myself*
To hold-myself up*
💀📍🐐
Was higher-up in you
Your aggrevating-sense of self
There-to bring to bare
All the different-shades of shit
Tribal-memorys ignited
Closer to the gods through-you
Higher-up in all-through you
Just fricking-high
So fricking high
Oh f*ck-yeah
Need to be all-going through it
Touching-on so much
All-coming through-on
Through & through
Touching on years & years
Historys-powers coming-alive📍
Electricitys-just burning wires
The world-turning
The world-burning
Turning-brighter
Turning-back on
Through-my emotives
Connectors
Feel so alive-its burning
Feel-so high in you
From your olden-house
Feels-like forever
Feels-like coming home
Feels like coming home-again📍
After a-lifetime being outside
💀🤎
World's of the-elders
Suddenly so-much nearer
Failing memory's
Faint-memorys
Faded-old colours
Suddenly-get sharper
Starting to go-building
Crystal-clear
Coming-screaming through-me
Connectors
Aggrevations
Bloody-painful
Suddenly-helping
Conductors
Aggrevaters
Of conciousness📍
Like being-lifted-up
High-above the world's of men
Into a great-mountain world
Mountainous
Planes-up high
Places-up high
Raw & wild
Stoney & unstable
Places of rockfalls & shaley-bones
Older-goats & rocky-planes
Ancient-landscapes of the gods
Gods from long-ago
Setting the scenes-again📍
Like storys-about to begin
Settle down for a book
Waiting like a child-again
For it all-go begin
Magick & adventures
Story-time
So-precious
💀💔
Till the powers-fell on through
Till the-holding slipped
Connectors
Conductors
Controlers
Being-pulled out
Like slipping into a noose
Or suddenly-falling
Like jerking on a-rope
Or tripping on a-wire
Bones going-grinding
Somewhere up-higher
Someone's house
Nearer to the gods
Older-than this life
Empty-places
Got no findings
Agonys without-understanding
Barriers can be-binding
Born to die-through you
Can't escape my-own mind
Can't escape your-energys
Can't evade-connections
Can't evade conceiving
Aggrevaters
Agitated-conciousness
Great-gifts
From older-gods somewherez
If you can-bare-it
If you can-take it
All the crazy-kinda pains
Then the powers-the connectors
Are all yours
To know in this life
And in the-next
💀⚓
The world of-men
Beams-through my mind
Pounding in the headphones
All around-me
But there's noone there to touch
There's noone there-to go eXplain it
To translate-it
Gods-above in the skys
Hard-red pyramid
Higher-mind place
Twilight of the gods
Kept-up high
Up-higher
With the eye-of will above it
The ever-watching eye
Will of the-gods
So hard to access
So hard to go-touch
So easy to go-feel it
Can't escape-it
It's me greatest-pleasures
And most surest-agonys
It's always pulling-in
It's always pressing-in
It's always like a cords-yanking
Feel it-jerking
Evilist-spirits intent on lurking
Somewhere-a great man is groaning
Like some strange-animal moaning
Deep-down low from within
Someone human-maybe
Inside murky-shadows
Is it pleasure or pain?!?
You can't really-tell
If it's staying-trapped
Or going-on releasing
Or what the shadows-are keeping
💀📍♥️ Red-tones)
It's always power of-prestige
That's like an empty crown
With a grinning-skull
It's always powers of prestige
To brake me-on down
To stab me-with spears
To drown me in bleedings
To try to brake my crown
Into four-peices
While I'm lying-on the ground
But I'm holding-on screaming
With slippery-red hands
Red rage-in my angry-heart
That touch of-crown
That crown of-place📍
That crown of-life
Touch of the gods
Your not taking-it
Not taking-it lying-down
Red-hates
Reds come on-in
Like red-liquid hazes
Pure-red energy's
Pouring on-in
Red-angers
Red-lustings
Red-rustings
💀 Gray-tones)
Names-with no numbers
Numbers-with no places
Faces with no-hearts
Hearts with no-faces
All the pain-is mine
In too many-places
It's marked-me down
Held-by my name
Piled-on my plate
A born-resister
Born into a world full of hates
Born into a world full of fates
Born into a world looking to breed-badness
Better-off not being born
Before your even born
Everything is torn-down too much
Everything starts to look-red
Trying to live through-gods
Everything looks like reds-inside
Outside the world of-men
It's all in grays
Sperm with no-desire
Collared & kept in cages
Faithless masters
From no-places
💀📍 Dirty-whites-tones)
Born-different
Born not-understanding
Born not-matching
Born into-struggles
Born into cold-denials
Born into a cold-mans house
Born into a ghost-mans house
House of horrors
Hellbound-house
House of tortures
Minds all-altered
When your face don't fit
When your place aint-right
The hearth is-cold
Stays all gray-ashes
Lies-there untended
No living-fires
No loving-living hearth📍
Dead-mans house
Cold-gray hearth
When your face don't fit
Trying to find a language
When you can't remember-words
When your braking-up inside
Struggling to stay-upright
So many faces cold & stoney
So many fists-all hard & boney
Can't reach any-hearts
Born into a cold mans-house
Born into a dead mans-heart
Born to die-in a dead man's hands
Bad-mans roots
With shackles in his-hands
Treat you like a race-from another's land
Threw-you off his name
Just to gain more-gold
His bloods-same as a strangers
Disgrace that-runs the lands
💀📍Cold-white & red tones)
Cold like a dead-fish
Lying on a frozen ice-slab
Just cold wide eyes-not moving
Feeling of being-frozen
Liquified-pain
Slowley turning into-ice
Better-much better
When the world slows-down
Better-much better
When the pain-slows down
Better-much better
When the heart-starts iceing
Electrified-silvers
Has gone & soldered a-bond
Bondage through-blood
Somewhere inside-its agonys
Can't bring myself-to name it
The shame-when you don't note-it
It's not inside of-you
Was it some kinda-bond
Or just nothing but-pain
Pains-gone out of control
Can't touch your-name
Can't touch on-you
Can't talk to-you
Closed-out of the circle📍
Closed-out from life itself
💀📍Silver & silver-grays tones)
It's gotten-real dicey
All I have is my feelings
Nothing-else is mine
Strange-chains in my mind
Nothing-else is mine
All I have is my feelings
Nothing-else is mine
The brain trys to relay-the information
Facts & features
Figures & features of realitys
But things wont-go through
The systems-just ejecting
Everythings just-coming straight back out
The brains-not accepting
The systems-just rejecting
Say what you-like
My sustems-know better
Something-has soldered-on
Like liquid-metal
Like liquid-silver
Have to soldier-on
A bondage-bond
Can't seem to melt-it
Can't understand-it
The chains are-on
Something-has soldered-on
Somethings-gone on in
Like liquid-metal
Like liquid-silver
Like liquid-mercury
This silver-pool📍
Think it's all from the mind
The minds like a-mindfeild
Like pain-wires
Turning over-into ice crystals
The ice is burning-crystals forming
Crystals-braking like glass-slivers
Inside my-misplaced soul
You can go-gut me
In your cold-callous halls of hell
Dead-fish eyes still go-on staring
Can't turn around-yet
Cause the will-keeps on bending
Like metal-sheets
Like glass-walls
Sheets of-glass
Kind of-bending
💀📍
Held-down too long
I've lost my-bearings
I'm too weak to go-fight yet
To go-punch your lights out
Seeing you bruised-up
In my mind-its like a present
Seeing you-crumpled on the floor
With your eyes-watering
You can go-roll with it
Like a godamned-bitch
Roll with the-pain
You damn-well deserve-it
Right where-it hurts
Right where it's most-soft
Hurt like a man
Where I've just thumped-you
Crumpled-from the pains
Feels so-good
For once-to see you down
You've always been the controller
Justice-as a present
To myself-that got delayed
Your fist is closed
Your mind is-shut
Your sperm is-emptied
The doorway is slammed-shut
The nights are-overbearing ❄️
The pain keeps on-burning
Then turns to liquid
Then turns back-over into ice
💀📍Silver-toned)
Born to die-in you
Kept in place
Held-down
Held-back
Kept-under
Through-you
A swewered-heart
A split-place
Rammed-on through
A speared-heart
With chains-pulling on through
The prestige is all-stolen
When lips are all bruised & bloodied
When my tongue is peirced-on through
Great-big metal spike
Cuts through my-tongue
Paralises my tongue
Stealing
Impaling
Burning-cold steel
Stealing-on my words
Can't hardly-bare it
So much-injustice
Your brutal-holding
Words that just don't-come out
When they should-have
Can't put back in-place
What I should-have
Pain of sweeter-hearts
Just turning-over
Into fear & pain
Blinding-emotives
And you cant-fail
💀📍Brown-Tones 🐐
All just oblivious from above
As the bone-piles grind
Bones pour from the skyline
As your strange earth-house
Moves & shakes
Curly-horned goat
Dances on the shales
Where the colours are all in-earths
The colours are in-browns
As the bones-start to splinter
The braking-shards
Go-pouring down
Like rock-falls📍
But it's all-just boney-splinters
Powerful-rockfalls
Powers of bones-grinding away
Bones in fragments-falling through the skyline
Bones in broken-peices
Falling through-the airways
Power of earth-walker
Power of bone-grinders
Ancient-masters house of old
Older-earthy house
But the mountains just-go shaking📍
And the rocks-just go on falling
💀📍
My pain-takes away my breath
Can't speak through-the pains
Born to take-on death
Through-you
From your living-name
Kept-in holdings
But it's all just in-the mind
Heard it-all before
It's all through-suggestion
The mind is like-elastics
The heart is kinda-like colder steels
It's all just death
Being-ingested
Screaming through-you
Screaming through your name
Screaming-through the pain
Rising-up like a shackled-animal
Not sure-whats real
When the imagination-is so fertile
Domination-of spirit-its so real
When living-memorys go on a reel
Living-memorys suddenly
Suddenly-jerking into life
Suddenly-clicking into place
Sudden-livewire
Slices through your-mind
Sudden-snapshots
Peices of forgotten-sequence
Memories-regained......

To be continued ⚓💀⚓


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