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"The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait

Soft winds whisper the bidding of trees

As this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart

And the Midnightmare trampling of dreams

But oh, no tears please

Fear and pain may accompany Death

But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty

As We shall see..."



She was divinity's creature

That kissed the cold mirrors

A Queen of Snows

Far beyond compare

Lips attuned to symmetry

Sought Her everywhere

Dark liqoured eyes

An Arabian nightmare...



She shone on watercolours

Of my pondlife as pearl

Until those who couldn't have Her

Cut Her free of this World



That fateful Eve when...

The trees stank of sunset and camphor

Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw

An inquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast

On my love picking rue by the light of the moon



Putting reason to flight

Or to death as their way

They crept through woods mesmerized

By the taffeta Ley

Of Her hips that held sway

Over all they surveyed

Save a mist on the rise

(A deadly blessing to hide)

Her ghost in the fog



They raped left...

(Five men of God)

...Her ghost in the fog



Dawn discovered Her there

Beneath the Cedar's stare

Silk dress torn, Her raven hair

Flown to gown Her beauty bared

Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost

I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer



She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood

"Never to part

Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"



Then this I screamed:

"Come back to Me for

I was born in love with thee

So why should fate stand in between?"



And as I drowned Her gentle curves

With dreams unsaid and final words

I espied a gleam trodden to earth

The Church bell tower key...



The village mourned her by the by

For She'd been a witch

Their Men had longed to try

And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs

My tortured soul on ice



A Queen of snow

Far beyond compare

Lips attuned to symmetry

Sought Her everywhere

Trappistine eyes

An Arabian nightmare...



She was Ersulie possessed

Of a milky white skin

My porcelain Yin

A graceful Angel of Sin



And so for Her...

The breeze stank of sunset and camphor

My lantern chased Her phantom and blew

Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain

Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...



Putting reason to flight

Or to flame unashamed

I swept form cries

Mesmerized

By the taffeta Ley

Or Her hips that held sway

Over all those at bay

Save a mist on the rise

A final blessing to hide

Her ghost in the fog



And I embraced

Where lovers rot...

Her ghost in the fog



Her ghost in the fog

Wait And Bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me...

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...

I wander out where you can't see...

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...



Goodbye!



I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time

Everything is 3D blasphemy

My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up

This is not the way I pictured me

I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!

How the hell did I get here?

Something about this, so very wrong...

I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this

Is it a dream or a memory?



GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!

Why I didn't I see this?

I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate

I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST

Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away



GOODBYE!



You haven't learned a thing

I haven't changed a thing

My flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free



I've felt the hate rise up in me...

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...

I wander out where you can't see...

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...



AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!



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Surfacing

Running out of ways to run

I can't see, I can't be

Over and over and under my skin

All this attention is DOING ME IN!



FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!

DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!

DON'T GIVE ME A SHIT!

DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!



Picking through the parts exposed

Taking shape, taking shag

Over and over and under my skin

All this momentum is DOING ME IN!



FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!

DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!

DON'T GIVE A SHIT!

DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!



You got all my love, livin' in your own hate

Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate

Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back

Every damn word I say is a sneak attack

When I get my hands on you

Ain't a fuck thing you can do

Get this cuz you're never gonna get me

I am the very disease you pretend to be



I am the push that makes you move

Surfacing

Running out of ways to run

I can't see, I can't be

Over and over and under my skin

All this attention is DOING ME IN!



FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!

DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!

DON'T GIVE ME A SHIT!

DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!



Picking through the parts exposed

Taking shape, taking shag

Over and over and under my skin

All this momentum is DOING ME IN!



FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!

DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!

DON'T GIVE A SHIT!

DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!



You got all my love, livin' in your own hate

Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate

Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back

Every damn word I say is a sneak attack

When I get my hands on you

Ain't a fuck thing you can do

Get this cuz you're never gonna get me

I am the very disease you pretend to be



I am the push that makes you move

Spiders The piercing radiant moon,

The storming of poor June,

All the life running through her hair,



Approaching guiding light,

Our shallow years in fright,

Dreams are made winding through my head,



Through my head,

Before you know, Awake,



Your lives are open wide,

The V-chip gives them sight,

All the life running through her hair,



The spiders all in tune,

The evening of the moon,

Dreams are made winding through my head,



Through my head,

Before you know, Awake



(SOLO)



Through my head,

Before you know,

Before you know I will be waiting all awake,



Dreams are made winding through her hair,

Dreams are made winding through her hair.

"Scars - Papa Roach"





I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And my scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

You're making me insane

All I can say is



[Chorus:]

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That you're drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last stand



[Chorus]



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever come around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause you're drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

And I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself



I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life