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Must life co-exist with pain or am I just special

For me they are very much the same thing

I do not think lfe and pain should be in the same sentence

One should not live in pain.

I do not feel it is right or natural

Especially for the young

It is very hard to live a full life when dealing with pain

It is just not done, not possible

Trust me I know

When the simplest task looks like something only the gods would try

Then you know something is truely wrong





Taz

My life revoles around it.

Most of it is not enjoyable.

It does not come and go.

It is constant, never ending.

Everyday I wake and it is there.

I lay down to sleep and it is there.

There are moments I cry from it.

As well as moments it is dull.

It tends to be annoying and aggervating.

It is eating at me.

Soon there will be nothing of me left.

For every minute, every second it is

Here to reming me it is not worth it.





Taz

As I sit and wish for death

Moments of my life go through my mind.

Mostly bad cause I feel there are

not enough good ones to think about.

I search my mind for those few moments

of joy, trying to ease the pain of living.

When I find one good one

ten bad ones flood my mind.

It is an endless battle that

I feel can never be won.



Taz