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MEMORY POEM

BY NINA KARATKEVICH 7314

Its starts out again, the thoughts race through my head

I’mscared

I don’t want this, I can’t have this

But the tears already pour

There’s no escape from what comes next

Like slithering snakesit creeps in my head

The first thought it comes, death

I grab on, to stop what comes next

My fingers clawing into the bed

Like stabs from lethal knifes

My eyes widen, more tears spill

I want to scream yet I can’t

Someonesewn these lying lips

The FEARS over come me once again



These nightmares crawling from all side

Holding me down

Themonsterin me wants to take over

Thirsty for the pain, for the sweet crimson liquid

Yet I fight to keep my sanity near



So many times this happened as I fought in silence

I cant keep it caged anymore

itwont sit quite anymore

My vision get blurred, my hands grow a mind of its own

Grabbing thesharpest object in sight

Cutting in, deep in off to BLEED

But not to scar

It moans in delight,



After its done, it leaves me in a comatose state

I sigh, I wasn’t able to stop the monster in me

Closing my eyes I let the moon guide me to a sweet world

Because soon I will have to fight it again

My blood thirsty twin.