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prayer For You
09:04 Jul 08 2009
Times Read: 828






















In heaven deep where angels sigh

where mothers sit alone an cry

where raindrops fall on my window sill

I pray soo deep i pray soo strong

That He carrys You where You need to go

I pray for Your strength You may need to find

an Help you heal when You come unwind

For Your mothers love is that by far

more then one can indure in a heart

of hearts an love so true

But in my darkest nite I still will pray for You

to give You guidance show You how

to beat this task You havent conquered jus now

May heavens angels come stand with You

an hold Your hands an pull you through

may showers of rain fall down like roses

an my every heart take a moment when push comes to shove an know in a moment

one second of prayer heals wounds so that

no scar be found there.. as silent tears roll down

with grace an the salt i feel with its burning taste

I pray for You,,,,

BLEEDING LOVE BY :HIDDENSOUL
08:35 Jul 08 2009
Times Read: 829

What is ones desire...

what is ones hopes an thoughts an dreams...





Had i thought to take the time to put them all down an think about them thoroughly she would think that

her thoughts werent too much of a matter.

as you go through life always having to prove oneself to everyone around you

you become use to jus bein by yourself not really caring or feeling like anything else

actually really matters.



she be the one who gave of herself completely

souly entirely to the one whom she loved

unconditionally without thought of jealousy or greed

or unkind feelings or words toward those who would or could might

come between them...





she be the one who spent hours countless nights waiting

an hoping wishin there would be jus that time for them

sometimes though that time it jus never came.

but jus like the days before she too would once again wait

an hope again..





she would hold onto the moments treasured an buried

deep within ones heart.. for time that passed that she

knew she couldnt feel. Only to dream one day things would change

an then things would make themself right.



Things never did however there were always somethin someone

who would always have to come before but with a soft smile

she would wait still..



falling deeper into her mind with the love she had created found

feelings of trust an loyalty ate at her heart for this Man

she gave all her loyalty too.. wasnt there.. only in her thoughts

her dreams... her heart.. not physical



as time grew on they grew more apart.. her heart become stronger more like

a bitter stone inside her chest without feeling without trust

she became a better soul with strength for herself

an she tole herself never again to let inside that

feeling again that made her soo cold soo alone on the inside





Never to let someone consume her in a way they could totally control her

as He once did then when she was giving Him her all

least learn here when One thinks they have nothing

They may have all thier heart could have ever desired

BUt failed to realize jus how important They truly were

or how much They really meant..



as she looks back now upon those days her heart heaves with a sigh

how much love was mistooken how many nights she tryed

The extent at which shed gone through to prove it all..

would she ever go that road again? remembering the tears

an countless nights without Him.. remembering with HIm she felt

as the whole world was thiers an endless.. Without Him she became

lost in her own world of deep solitude.. would she go back?

no she couldnt an would not..





She has learned for herself ... her passion He helped her to find again

her soul wept for Him to continue giving .. the need to feel

again an again in fear of losing again which she did..



Now she has became a better woman ... she has stood for somethin

for herself.. she has mended her own heart herself

an closed the wounds that bled her love through n through

an she has promised herself any to even hold her..

any who should try to embrace her in Thier arms an tell her of

thier love for her.. SHE will be thier only one an only truly

one to love forever...for this is her reward for all she gave

of herself.. this her gift ... her fight.. to be her victory..





without that she only let herself down.. an that she will

never do again...

Some poetry since Bein on VR I have created
15:27 Jul 01 2009
Times Read: 831

desolation world gone wrong

The air it breathes lifes bitter song

The world in pieces lost an gone

No one knows Jus what went wrong

Bitter Souls intwined in ruins

Searchin an hoping to find the calm

Heavens shining down on thee

In hopes in change things will be

Fresh an new again an full of life

Not beaten down from Worlds hard strife

Built up an altered fall to Ruins again

Desolation once more begins





Loves devided Roots

Twirling an swirling

Intertwining to One

Soulmates Begin the process

The love combined creating the third

Older an growing thus creating

The tree of Life

The Family tree







N never giving grief

O only wanting whats best for all

R remembering me in all You do

M may the heavens bring us closer someday

S searching an found an happy to be there

K kind an loving an caring too

I imagining life without You unacceptable by far







Late of night with passers by

Your heart heaves a weary sigh

The night air chills a bitter cold

You sit silently all alone

All is peace the world is still

Your eyes gaze upon the window sill

the raindrops fall in the dew of the night

while Your head weaves an turns like somethings not right

the silence falls on deafened ears

Your shoulders feel as You drop silent tears

You miss them when they go away

Just once you wished One would stay..

Love travels by love comes an goes

but friends last forever heaven knows







My dearest Valentine



If I could whisper words to tell You

the way you make me feel

I would whisper of my wishes

To make all we have more real

A Whisper isnt to clever

It would never get me there

But this Valentine holds my love

An how much I really care.

I Give You this Rose

Which holds all i have inside

And a Love For You

Which I kno will never die..







As the tumphets of the Elephants roar on

My heart plays its sweetest swan song

On the plains where invisible angels play

The harp of antlered ears will ring

As the mellow sweet sound of invisible angels sing

Of all the love I feel inside the trumphets beat

like wild animals passing by

Of abundance happiness an carefree fun

Heaven only knows what thy heart hath done

keeping tune in sweet rythym an rhyme

In the deepest distance we still hear the chimes

Can You see the glory ring

as all Invisible angels may sing







I love You more then the Days of old

I love you more then the birds Sing in the trees

I love you more then the man growing old

I love you more then the windows eye can see

I love You more then the wind doth blow

I love you more then the squirrels take the chance

I love you more then the heavens an earth

I still love you more then the story was told







Magic hills of plenty

the windows to my world

take a look inside

there is so much there in store



the song birds will sing

the melody to my heart

of memories back home

tired an on the farm



the old barn on top

where gramps would

go an hide

an spend away his time





so many things in secret

keep hidden from those years

so many wonderful moments

the joy an the tears



If Someday i could go back

to the days of my youth

I would have enjoyed it more

then I had so many years before







MY Special Valentine



The most abnormal of Hearts Lead to the strangest of places

Becoming an learning together

Taking an finding what two share an do an feel with every

emotion one can possibly find.

Giving an taking to an from then back again to find

a Soul a begin a life force something much like oneself

an combining an merging in to Soul mates from the start.

Loving an caring unconditionally without fail or regret

happiness an strife beaten an healed from the same wound

bleeding an bruised yet fragile an whole

One heart two beats One perfect Soul

Your love Your heart an Everything

My Valentine my Love my completion

I surrender One heart eternal without out

despair or a sadden heart but with joy an bloom

free to fly into life's journey with You,=







When winter comes

as the summer fades

When all the Colors turn

to Grey



When the night has come

But with a bitter chill

No time for fun no time for thrill



When the moon peeks through

the clouds

The screaming noise begins to sound



The rustle of leaves the noise of the nite

another Screaming Banshee

Took another bite..