Had a good day with Brian I bought him birthday Breakfast we went to walmart and he got me some Christmas gifts, eh we just started dating month and half ago and hes already spoiling me dam!
So day gets better We get call from his mom she wants to meet me today I was nervous but she was so friendly my anxiety went down only reason is cause her son is 26 and im 47 same age as her so was kind of awkward but she is laid back funny and chill like me so we got along just fine by the night over he drops me off and hugs me says he loves me my loyalty lies to you only baby I thought that was sweet not only he got 20 bucks and breakfast he got key to my apartment now so he can just walk in anytime.
Update he texted me hes on his way over, I feel better. sigh Men have way of putting you on the edge of your seat sometimes.
Finally made it to level 60 Yahoo.
a bit frustrated Brians supposed to come over but hasn't text me yet
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I kno the feeling I trusted people I should not have
yep and I just tried to call him and no answer
Were did this snow come from
had a good day yesterday with Brian we cuddle and had some intimate fun together,He is very kind and genuine always opens the door for me.
Boyfriend is coming over wonder what to make for dinner for us Maybe chicken fajitas If I have enough if not then pork chops and potatoes.
Feeling great got to see my man this weekend hes a blast even bought me some groceries he knows my money is tight this one defiantly is a keeper for sure.
Happily in love with him I will never leave him he even said he don't care for kids and doesn't want any and wants to buy us a house in the future.
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aww that is great sis
I know I'm so happy with him sis
"this one defiantly is a keeper for sure."???? WTF? Did you chain him up in your basement?
I'm haven a good day today did some resting after all the cleaning I did yesterday now on to playing Minecraft survival then sims 4 for bit I made two new sims looking like me and Brian cute couple in sims 4 laughs. Ill take pictures later to show.
Might build a mansion or dream home on sims and chill to music and diamond painting to defiantly finish stitch.!
Brian got his CDL licenses for trucking I'm proud of him for being such a young guy knowing he has a plan in life in the future he wants to take me on a cruise for our anniversary never in ever my life have I done something like this with any men I dated, not even Jerry. I'm not comparing but is a breathe of fresh air that he is planning a future of things for us to do. I'm glad I met him he is the best ever I have dated.
Feeling tired some and had allot of cleaning to do got to see Brian yesterday we cuddled and talked had dinner and other things. We adults like to do.
He is the best boyfriend I have found in a life time were has he been hiding, yes I know I found a good man and plan on keeping it this way. Life is too short not to have someone in your life everyone deserves happiness in the time especially mine since I almost died now I want to full fill my life with someone who loves me unconditionally.
Im home now feeling better Im thankfull enough to be alive
2 days after my birthday I have a massive heart attack full blown now I have to watch what I eat on a daily bases breakfast lunch and dinner all have to be low sodium based meals meaning no flavor blah blah. But I have went from 229.4 pounds to 208 in a week of this blah diet. So I guess life is a challenge for me now.
I must also go to rehab therapy for my heart meaning more supersize training for me.
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I'm always here for you sis
I am thankful your doing better hun, please take care of yourself.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and yours.
Wow, glad you are ok. Follow that diet as bad as it is. The payoff will be you are alive and feeling a lot better.
Ty Dakotah is a real awakening change for sure glad to be alive if I don’t keep on it I can die again
Wow. Feel better. You have quite a journey. May you have much success. Blessed be.
Thanks guys is quite a wake up call I'm still haven chest pains but I don't know is kind of scary cause I know I'm eating right and doing excersize but my heart kills if I do to much work.
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