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The Child
17:56 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 553
Pain, terror, hate
I’m stuck scared hurt pain
Far away a child sleeps
A child like I once was
Her innocence sweet and pure
No worry about her family
No worry about beatings at school
Yelling at home
Beatings witnessed during the day
Screams and sobs during the night
Pain, terror, hate
Disappointment at every turn,
I swear that my child will never learn
The lessons I have learned
~Wanita Lund
April 22, 2004
Anger
17:54 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 553
Anger is one of the
Emotions I am used to
Feeling helpless against it
Pain is another emotion,
Both Pain and Anger are
Hand in hand, Both are mine
I see so many things,
I feel angry all the time
My pain no one can see
Am I nonexistent? Can’t
You fucking hear me?
My anger is so eager
To be set free
Lost in my pain and
In my anger
Soon I won’t care
Where’s the danger
Why should I care
I’m sick of being there
For people who don’t care
My pain and anger
Threaten to drown me
In their sea of despair
~Wanita Lund
December 29, 2004
Monday Afternoon Poem
17:52 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 555
I sit in class writing,
Yawning I’m tired.
The noise in class is a dull murmur
Loud at times
My sense of time is blurring,
My grip on reality slipping
I’m losing this battle fast,
I feel dislocated, unreal
I feel drained, confused,
My life is being spun
Out of control,
I’m left grasping at nothing
I’m alone yet I’m crowded
I’m the little girl lost sitting
In a corner crying, hoping, praying
To be noticed
I want control, I want,
My independence.
I need indifference,
I wish for an end to pain.
~Wanita Lund
February 7, 2005
Untitled 2
17:50 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 556
Untitled
I hate you, I love you
Why must I face you everyday?
I stare back accusingly
As you look at me
You hate me, you love me
Why must you face me everyday?
You stare impassively I stare accusingly
My life is empty, without meaning
I glare without emotion
I am what you call apathy
I laugh cruelly, time to put up my
Personality
They will never know
I am both, you and me
I am the same no different
Form anybody else
I am me and
God help me I am you
~Wanita Lund
September 8, 2004
Untitled
17:48 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 557
Staring into the trees, the leaves falling with ease
Im reminded of a time, when I was happily running between the trees
I stare now at the sky and Im reminded of days gone by
A time when innocence was new and experiences sweet
When I didn't worry and never feared
When my faith was still and completely intact
When my life was right and good
When I still believed I could and would be accepted for who I was
I stare at the clear gray skies, Wondering why
My pleas and cry's for mercy, and release were never heard
When i would cry out at night in fear and in pain
When the only one who they promised would protect me
Never came?
When i never feared or never worried
When i was safe and sound, never lost or found
When i was still the innocent amongst the dead
When life was still but a sweet secret left unsaid
I would stare for hours at a time during the night
At the sky so endless and eternal, So mocking and final
My crimson tears would seep, denying me the eternal sleep
For peace and paradise is a dream dreamed only by those living in vice
Pretty Little Lie
17:47 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 559
Fucking bastard, bringing
my hopes high only to dash them
to the fucking ground
Brought up so high
Dashed to the ground
Shoved down so low
Its all a pretty little fucking lie
Lying at every turn, shooting
my heart full of fucking holes
You make me feel so foolish
Im your dirty trophy
Brought up so high
Dashed to the ground
Shoved down so low
Its all a pretty little fucking lie
Your a dirty fucking whore
Used and damn well fucking abused
Im your dirty little secret
Your...Pretty...Little..Fucking....Lie
A touch of Ecstasy
17:44 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 561
Her breathing is erractic and soft
I run my hands softly, reverantly
her back arches as my mouth follows the trail
of my hands, her skin is like silk under me
soft sweet and beautiful
I lick the sweat of her feeling her body arch under my ministrations. I suck lightly as she writhes benath me a siren. I move lower as her breathy moans fill my ears...stopping i nuzzle and sip greedily at her
Pulling away she cries out my beautiful siren
Sweeter than honey and more intoxicating than wine
My lustfull goddess writhes in ecstasy as i return again
to her honey'd lips i dine greedily
As if i'll never taste her sweet flesh
again ahh my aphrodite a purer love I'll never find
pulling away i rise above her and her back arches
as i join with her..her moans push me deeper into her
I am buried deep within her folds moving slowly
langoursly my goddesses hands claw down my back as i fight to keep control she clings to me tightening around me as we cry out tumbling over the edge of ecstasy
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