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The day begins with promises,

from the east as the sun rises,

it has hope that to all it carries,

lighting our way from bitterness,

that we wish to leave with yesterday.



The promise to shine away the pain,

bring smiles and joy to its prey

that it feeds from everyday.



Then the wind changes its direction,

twisting smiles into smirks,

clouds try to get each other’s attention,

light shines from the grey sky,

threatening to take life by a flash.



Then the blue hides under grey,

then small drops of tears of the sky.

That is how love passes by.

While I look in the mirror

All I see is a void

A fragile heart, withered and grey

Words are cruel from parched lips

Spit into night, black and cold



He exists on the other side

Happy with a heart warming smile

Two hearts as one once upon a time

Now separated by exile



I miss your tears Lingering on my kiss

I miss your scorn Spitting from your lips



I remember the scissors

Running across your wrists

A fractured heart, withered, she prayed

Words are sad from parched lips

Still echo from the grave



I exist on the other side

Torment with a cold beating heart

Two hearts now still once upon a time

Have torn our world apart



I miss your words Echoing through the night

I miss your touch On me as I die



Where am I?

Where are you?

Who is real?

What has become Of us?



I miss your words Echoing through the night

I miss your touch On me as I die

I miss your tears Lingering on my kiss

I miss your scorn Spitting from your lips.....



By: Trish_Luna

I'm falling into my shadow

holding my breath

I'm waiting on a deadly night

living in a dream

living in a nightmare

I smashed the stars

and the night covered with

the black paper moon



I look up staring the shining moon

looking what's behind

this chains of destiny

locking me up

confused, no one can destroy it

break the spell

that keep us bounded

I've been living like a black paper moon

I lay in my bed and think about you

I love you so much I don't know what to do

I feel your warmth at my side

The pain in my heart moves to my eyes

So far away yet always so near

You are the reason I am still here.



I await the times when we can talk

I await the times we can finally hold hands and walk

To feel you for real... so close to me

The happiest person in the world is what you would make me.



Your eyes shine like a million suns

You shine more brightly than anyone

Your smile so sweet can't help but make me smile

It stops my world even for a little while

I await the time when my hand is in yours

To hear you say those 3 little words.



There are still no words I can say to describe

My heart it aches and my eyes they cry

But when we talk my heart flies

you always wipe away the tears I cry.



Even though you aren't here

And I miss you so much my dear

I'll love you forever and ever

I'll always love you my far away lover.

Goth man



Just trying to get by



Searching for someone to love



Longing to break free of the chains that bind him



Cannot see the point in conformity



All those around him have let him down



Friends and Loveone



Nothing they say has any meaning for him



He is looking for his own way



He sees glamour and pride in the gothic community



These people are proud to be different



Living life on the edge



A darker sense of adventure and enlightenment



The secrets are there to be found



Darkened awareness is there if you search for it



A new perspective on life



In which negatives can be turned into positives



Enter the world of darkness



And find comfort within



These people are hurting inside



Crying out to be loved



And this unusual company of misfits



Is like a pack of wolves



Looking out for each other



Even in your darkness you can find inspiration



Let your imagination light your path



And find your way to a new beginning........





By: Trish_Luna

Bleak midwinter



And snow lies all around



My heart is cold and empty



And I long to walk on the hot sand



With the sun burning my body



And my love close at hand



Will you ever return?



Or will I always live in bleak midwinter



Send me word of where you are



Have you found a new love?



Have you moved on to someone new?



I am still in a frozen state



Stuck rigid where you left me



Unable to move on



One kiss would thaw my bones



One moment of bliss would unfreeze my toes



I would follow you to the ends of the earth



But my feet are frozen to the ground



And all around there is no sound



In this frozen wilderness



I will live forever



Suspended in time



A monument to discarded love

The woman stands by the cliff's edge



And stares out to sea



Tears fall from her eyes



One year ago her true love perished in the sea



There was a storm and the boat was lost



Twenty sailors lost their lives



She dreams of Him



And hear him screaming for help



He is no longer at sea



But in purgatory between Heaven and Hell



He doesn't understand why he is there



He is suffering for both of them



He will return to Heaven when his love rejoins him



She thinks of suicide but knows that would be wrong



She just wants to embrace her love again



Her life will go on



But her mind will always be thinking of Eduardo



She stands on the cliffs



And is bewildered by the power of the sea



And by the hand of God



She only has one desire



To sail away into another world



To float above the clouds



And join him once again in an eternal embrace

I wait here for you to return



But you are in a far country



Living your life and dreams with someone new



I remain here in my solitude



Playing wistful music to help me through the days



Softly plucked chords sooth my trouble brow



I lose myself in the wondrous sounds I hear



And my mind returns to happier days



I have grown a bear since we last met



A long white beard like Old Methuselah



Have I become a wise old wizard?



Or sad and lonely old man



I think the decay set in long ago



I shall find myself a small dark hole



In which I can huddle up



And block out the world



I need my own piece of land



In which to live out my days



Lost in a world of mournful solitude