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whats this,

what happened here?

the final kiss,

was so near.



but now,

its too late,

not even a bow,

to end our last date,



but instead,

you scream so loud,

hurts my head,

to hear such a sound,



knowing your in pain,

makes me cry so deeply,

so i sit in vain,

thinking of only me,



but when i realise,

that it was all lies,

just a disguise,

and it's i you despise,



i see the reality,

of what you think of me,

i am just a subhuman being,

so now i see,



the fault was not mine,

twas not my doing,

all of this time,

it was your choosing,



you made it so cold,

you made it hurt,

just to see how bold,

it'd be to make my blood squirt,



you fed on my fear,

like a leech on me,

drank every last tear,

consumed me fully,



when revealed you are afraid,

of what will come next,

what have you made,

something so complex,



but my love for you,

hushes my lips,

my feelings were true,

from the first kiss,



so why beat me,

why crush my soul,

knowing your the one thing,

that makes me whole?



~ShyVampire~

many faces in this world try to hide what they really are by wearing masks, makeup, or tans... i live to show ones who they really are because theyve grown so used to their desguise that theyve forgotten who they started out to be. most dont even know they have strayed from their origional path into details that are meaningless in the future. you yourself may just be trying to convince yourself your someone your really not. trouthfully, i pitty you. if you dont show who you really are, noone will love you in life for you, but instead put up with the lies you put in their minds... dont you hate being lied to?

what we protect is not the ones around us or any material object, but yet your heart... not the one in your body, but your heart lives in those you know, weather friend or foe, if you care about someone, your heart is theirs... if you were completely alone in this world with noone to talk to, you would truely have no heart... but DO NOT DIE ALONE... if your with someone during your death, then your heart will live on inside them... they will feel you there for the rest of their lives, passing on to the next... but if you die alone, your heart will never have anywhere to go, and you will be lost... if you ever want to be at peace, dont be alone

curiosity of what i may say or do while i was writing this... even as you sit back and read what i have typed out for you, the ones you care about are thinking of you... even if they are unaware of it, deep in their mind, you linger inside them, deep in their heart you fill a gap completing them. do they love you? to an extent. they may say they do, but the human body and soul have its own limits. they may love you as much or more than anything else in life, but they still inside do not give their heart fully to you. they still care about others they know. the only true way you could love someone more than anything, is if they had never laid eyes upon any life form other than you. never spoken a word to another, never heard another voice, never tasted anything in their lifetime, never smelled a scent, but you would half to be the only thing in life they had ever had any interaction whatsoever with. so no... its not possible in human life to do as you say...