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My ANTI-drug
04:44 Aug 06 2009
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I have found my ANTI-drug, nothing pains me, nothing makes me yearn for anything, well not nearly as much as I yearn for my ANTI-drug. There is nothing else more in the world that I could ever want more than my ANTI-drug. I never thought anything could ever make me happier, I never thought anything could ever be so good, well not till i found my ANTI-drug. I can finaly put everything down and just lay there right next to, my ANTI-drug.

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Destruction
04:43 Aug 06 2009
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Drowning in a pool of my own blood, is what i have dreamed. Well here I am Drowning in the pain that i put onto my self. If only i could relize why I enjoy puting my self in such pain. Is it on purpose? Could it be I wish for my own distruction? All i seem to do is ruin everything, not just my life but those of others. My heart has burst, only because the person i gave it to unknowingly steped on it. This was my fault, I hadnt told her what she was holding nor did I say how I am more than just self distructive by nature, but also my path has only caused death. Is it all my fault? Or am i being chased by fear? For I shall not fear, fear is the mind killer. I shall face my fear, I shall permit it to pass over and threw me. I shall turn the inner eye, to look down its path, nothing only I will remain.

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newlyawaken
16:47 Aug 14 2009

everyone gets heart broken at times..some people have no idea what they hold when you give them your heart...especially women! we tend to be careless with the most important things...and its not your fault, you were trusting and got stepped on...

Burning True
04:43 Aug 06 2009
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I will brighten your path, I will give you warmth, I will take care of you in need

I will protect you from the dark, I will save you from the cold, I will burn those who get in your way

I am the light from your lantern, I am your bon fire, I am your camp fire

I am the fire on your candle, I am the fire in your fire place, I am the fire on the tip of the arrow that will pierce threw your enemies

I will always burn true for you

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old nameless poem
04:39 Aug 06 2009
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Dreams twisting around my reality, heaven and hell becoming one. phsycotic events, unraveled thoughts. Has my fate come to an end? Is there something in its place? Emotions wilting in the sun. How could anything make me feel again once it has left me?

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Lolita
11:07 Aug 15 2009

This is good. The imagery you have used to make the reader contemplate what happens at the end. Well written.

old scribble
04:18 Aug 06 2009
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These days have become so cold, to the point where I'm starting to feel numb. Where am I in my life to make things like this. Could i be getting to my lowest point where I'm reaching the waters. Am I about to drown in my own sorrow or have I already hit the water so hard it just knocked me senceless and I'm just floating adrift in the dark waters deep. Will the tide pull me to shore or will it bring me a drift out never to come back.

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