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she called out to the gods

why,why,why was her life

so complicated

she saw no sense in living

sometimes she wished she was just dead

her dreams her ambitions now seemed

so far away



another heartbreak,it pained

more than the last one

she didnt see it she hadn't anticipated it

she thought all was perfect

now she didnt want to believe it

though it was real and fresh



but how,how did it happen

she thought she had done everything right

even more than right

she was uncertain on whom to blame it on

she put in all she could

sacrificed all she would



but still he left her

shoved it on her face

drove it down her heart

like the sharp edge of a spartan spear

she lay now all by herself

deep in her thoughts

she was still too young she thought

to young to have this



what does the future hold

how was she to face it

she knew it can be worse than this

she knew she had no lineage

it even made her situation more worse

she curls up in a corner all by herself

she looks around non seemed to care that much

she gets scared to think to think of her future....

damn it the sun,it burned.its rays trying with all their might

pushing and peeping through the small holes,i wandered why

why i stayed out for so long,was it the lust,was it the anger

i weighed the options deeply within my head.yes it must be

yes it must be the lust,the feeling that comes from deep within

the realms of your heart as the yearning grows wild and uncontrollable

my heart?yes my heart it yearned and begged for blood,human blood

the last minutes struggle as the victims body went numb,the last breath

the feeling of warmth leaving the victims body,the sudden rush of warm

fresh human blood entering my dead veins the feeling of being human again

as gulps of your victims blood rush down my throat yes,satisfaction?

no the feeling only lust for a few minutes then!!!!!!!!

then again maybe it was the anger,the thirst for revenge

yes the rage that burnt deep down,boiling deep down

creating turmoils,commotions and finally an eruption.an eruption so

strong,swift,vital and deadly.an eruption that can only be calmed down

by the sight of the ones you hate sprawled and cold on the floor,

dead,murdered in cold blood.fear still showing deep

in their wide open agonized eyes,implicating what they must have passed

through before their horrible death,satisfactory?

no the heart will never be,till all the humans are destroyed

yes destroyed!!!!!!

"now i lay trying to find shade

and hide away from them

and the damned sun

when night befalls

my reign awaits"