All of these years I have been waiting for someone to swoop down and save me as I have done for others. The angel in my heart has suffocated in silence and drowned in fear. No one hears the shattered promises and the fallen tears just the sweet words shrouded in darkness. Even now as I consume the pain and swallow the substances that covet my feelings I feel nothing as I want. I want the world to spin but not in my direction. I want to be completely forgotten as the stars shift and disapear. All this pain and despair has torn my being and left me a broken shell falling through a desolate well. Does anyone see? Does anyone pass and smell the rotting emotions and bloody scars? No. As I always wanted. A shadow that people pass and see as a white being. Just a cloud, just the air, just the whisper on your cheek, sent here to feed. Innocent? Where is the innocence anymore? All I see is suffering and deciet. Pain and Anguish. All I am is a thought in a black box. Always waiting for somone to come and walk beside me. Is there someone who can keep up?
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diamonddragon
13:01 Oct 06 2015
i know exactly how you feel