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No matter what I do, it�s never good enough for you

You kick me down, and curse my name.

You push me down, and I swallow my shame.

It sinks so deep it hurts so bad, I�m so sorry dad.



Why can�t you just love me?

Why can�t we just get a long?

Why must we go through this?

I might as well die, so you can move on.



Why must life be so hard?

You know I wish we could just get along.

Like I said, I�m sorry dad.



The scars run deeply,

From all of your cuts.

I wish you would stop it,

You�re driving me nuts.

Suicidal thoughts run all through my mind,

But that�s not the way I want to die.



I want you to be proud,

But I know I�m not what you wanted,

I have an attitude,

I lie and bitch to you,

But just remember I thought I loved you.



All I can say to you know is,

Screw you, fuck what you think,

You drove me straight to the brink.

Sometimes I wish I could die.