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I grow tired...

each and everyday

is a battle

for me not to do it.



I feel pain...

a physical, torturing

invasion on my once

happy life.



I feel hope...

a small ray of light

shines in my eyes

and gives some strength.



I feel sad...

because my life

took a wrong turn

and now I'm paying for it.



Of all the things I feel

one shows through the most,

one surprisingly enough

helps me get by...



This emotion is strong

It has helped

in a lot of situations.

what is it I feel?





I feel NOTHING.

Under the moon there I sat gazing at the sky...

I wondered about my life and where it was going...

Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a light

not bright enough to be anything of importance,

just a light.



As it came closer I wondered about more;

more than my life but about his...

I wondered why he had chosen me?

Why was I the one to be his last girl?



I ran through my past and what I knew of his.

I know that he has had some complications with

past women, they've been abusive in many ways.



The light moves ever towards me....



It's a healthy relationship! What we have is Perfect!

with minimal disagreements, I say that cause we don't fight,

we work through our differences like adults should.

He loves me completely, as I love him.



The light moves closer still....



I'm very happy he asked me to take his name.

It was a very big leap, him taking a chance on me.

Yet I will never ruin what we have since I couldn't ask for more.

I came to the realization that he is my life.



The light is almost to me....



I couldn't live a normal, happy exsistance with out him.

Everything he stands for in my life is all I've ever wanted.

A man who cares, takes care of me (when I let him),

and who doesn't let the fact I'm independant rule how he looks at me...



The light is on me now and I notice it is him,

the one true love of my life has come to rescue me

from the dark pit I fell into a long time ago.

He pulls me to safety and holds me in his loving arms.



I'm finally safe.... lying with him.

walking down the lonely streets

my body sways back and forth

I don't understand why

I feel so weak.



I place my hand to my neck

pull away and it's covered in blood

how could this happen

I didn't feel the pain.



My chest is starting to hurt

I grip it and crumble to the ground

my heart is slowing

what am I to do?



The darkness invades my every thought

teaching me how to hunt

showing me where I need to look

and how to approach my victims.



All at once I see myself

and the realization hits

in my entire lesson

the teacher was me.



once I a woke

I looked around the empty streets

there in the shadows my maker

the one who will help me transform.



he welcomes me with open arms

and tells me I have died.

shock trembles once I realize

I am truly one of them.



One with the creatures of the night

one with my master

never to see the sun shine again

but never to worry about death coming in.



my chin in his hand he looks me over

nods in approval

and says to me...

" you are my pride and joy

great things will come from your strength"



we then walk away

into the alley

where I make my first kill

and live.

Darkness surrounds me

hiding all that is familiar to me

Where has everyone gone?

Where? For I don't want to be alone.



Why is it so hard to breath?

I feel as if I'm in a box

With no way out

What is this all about?



I come to realize I'm in a coffin

I start clawing in panic

scratching and screaming

but there is no way out



A sudden rush of light

but not the sun

Where is it coming from?

Candles are all around.



I survey my surroundings

noticing I'm not the only one

A man, tall and proud

stands to the side



He watches as I get out

gazing at me with lust

and yet something else

a sense of satisfaction.



His blue eyes beckon

for me to come forward,

to come to him

he holds out his hand.



Tenitively I take it

and an over whelming sense

fills every fiber of my being

I pull away in fear.



He wraps his arms around me

saying comforts in my ear

" You are mine forever.

You have nothing to fear."



I look up at his face

while in his cold embrace

saying " That coffin was my bed?

Is it true am I really dead?"



With his low and kind words

I felt his might

he then stated to me

"My love welcome to Eternal Night."

COMMENTS

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demonlovesyou
16:10 Oct 21 2008

oh lovely poems of very high class flow of rhyme...



i loved all poems of this month...

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