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I didn't get the job. The one I dyed my hair for and got up to the second interview.... The recruiting agency was sure I'd get it because the four women wanted to hire me on the spot with a 30 day trial. Their boss made them call me back for an interview with him... he took a week and a half to finally make a decision, then he vetoed me for another candidate. Oh well. I guess it wasn't for me.



I go back to the doctor's tomorrow for a recheck of an unexplained muscle pain in my leg which has been there for over a week now. Dunno if it's muscle pain, lymph nodes, a clot or what, (and neither do the doctors) but its 2/3 of my upper left leg which is very painful when sitting, standing, or walking. Again, like my tummy issues... without tests, they have no idea. I go in tomorrow knowing it will be yet another bill to add to my pile and a total waste of their time and mine.



Before the doctors I'll walk through the blue pages looking for assistance with my roof and stuff, and check on my UPMC medical app, and after the doctors, I'll re-apply for state medical assistance and adult basic.



This is the very reason why a month or so ago I was all like, "F* it. I've decided that I'm well. Forget it all. I'll just ignore my problems and one way or another they'll eventually go away, right?"



It's so hard not to give up.

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Kontradiction
05:16 May 13 2008

i'm sorry my friend. i have discovered that i will be needing to work temp work until the end of the year. i'm feeling rather morose myself, so i know how you feel.



((hugs))

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Sinora
06:35 May 13 2008

Well I hope that means there's a better job waiting for you hon....good luck at the docs x

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Vampirewitch39
15:22 May 13 2008

Don't you dare give up. Go out and sit, look at all the gods gave you. Watch the nature around you. And have faith. As the poster I have hanging on my wall in my office- that you wrote...



You Arer Not Alone!

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