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BLISSFULL HATRED LOVE





Blissful hatred love that I share as it falls away, share my heart with you as you smile with no intension of remaining, and this is a second to cherish with hell fire, It is special all I have chosen to share with you and you spit back regurgitating, No more seconds of filth and you walk alone, I hope you fall sore, Let the cunt take you under with him as you cling to mattress as he penetrates every or oraphis of your body as I once did, I love in hate, Still to fucked up for you, this, You, This and every tear I have yet to notice and take into account.



Drown out, Blissful Cider and pill, Crash and burn, So I sell myself for answers and yet have no words, I can guide you upon the land of fools, The wise speak in riddles as my mind never stops to breath. So he moans and whispers little known secrets in your ear, Can I have you babe like old times? Are we not good together? As normal and self deluded as the Manson family? We can spell war and play with each others heads till sunrise, then start all over again.



Birds Sound painful cries, as I listen and don’t let myself live, breath, sleep, only you are in my head and I know were you are right now, and the fact that you choose to be, Why does fortune favour depraved, I am constantly in the wrong place, Can not stand between you and him, Am I ready for you? Can I give you all you need, Can you help me, Two lost souls saving each other from this fucked up world, I so need saved and I know I can help you, I will not drain I only want to save and be saved, You return to the hurt as I so often did but I learnt from my mistakes, I suppose you need time to learn yours.



Autumn will breath you no longer my love, The chalice room will no longer embrace you as welcome, But know this upon loves full moon that I did truly care for you, and the memories we created in them past weeks, Take care my young love I hope life isn’t as hard on you as it persistently aims to be on me, Learn your lessons well for they will be all you have when the soul exits the body for the other place, amidst soft lullaby and angel wing.



Take thy hand lord and drench me in the blood of thy followers so that I may be saved from this repeat, I can not handle these games, prayers stream from my lips, Repeat totality bemused and a little to cold to understand quite what to do, Scream For me, Scream for you, Watch us fall, Moon bathed in razor blade and night comes all to close for comfort, the never ending silence and loneliness of which I always breath, Comfort you as you comfort yourself, wait all to ready for jaded hypocrites of the fallen, and let them divulge who and what they want from this already baron place, For mine is? For mine is? Watch me no longer care, When I care I create memories and memories are destined to fall bare, rotting like the Eden apple tasted, of which we pay for forever, Like you father, Like me/.