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Oct (6th?) 2014.....o Bela.....
After all the sabotage against Bela and forgetting everything as I went never thinking of it again...hushing my grandmother and blocking her psychically anytime she spoke of lionel...after al this snd more....I suddenly felt him stir...I didnt know...I suddenly knew and I knew he was up...I panicked...I thought about if I needed to run or not again...if I was safe where I was at or not...and saw I probably was..that he was going to tear up the whole planet looking for me causing destruction everywhere...and eventually then find me. I go...my life is over.....and im dead already...in a highly electrical explosive device....it cant get any worse. ...hmmmm....well...maybe he cant bite me then....either way...my life sucks badly...I may as well drop out..and be a vampire.....
....so I turn on Bauhaus..I song I like but had to wuit long ago as it simmoned the devil...dont wirry I fu ked him up...hes fine now tho....and start my serenade to Bela....saving earth again....
(I have to ad here that I am an mk ultra victim with alters and was trying to break free at the time but also was neing switched mostly daily by helicopter when I quit a month prior when monster came out cuz I had proof then...thst was me...anyway I was just developing a core so I wouldnt experience separate lives and memories and only one of my girls was flirting with Bela the rest didnt know...shed do this then switch ...and hed never seen shit like this..add amnesia by head trauma...it's been fun.....)
Bela hears my poorly sung serenade and instantly zeroed in on me...whos this....I told him and that I thought maybe he bit my great aunt irene...I was jack carlsons granddaughter (hes who brought the tag...said hed be killed for it and it be me but not and that I had to fix this...he knew who I was but his efforts to help me were always stomped on. I remember him telling me in Hawaii as a toddler.) Anyway he says im coming to get you...hes all pissed at me idky...I said come and see if you can find me...but youre not gonna like it...why...youll see....id feed first if I were you...o I will and im gonna get you...ok..but youre not gonna like it. Then switched and forgot...bit one girl watched and made me krazy glue on my Halloween fang set so I wpildnt forget...I do all kinds of tricks to myself cuz of my amnesia......im not sure hpw long..maybe the next day cuz I think im wearing different clothes a different girl that day and I got the memories now anyway of all of a sudden she pops up cuz he says I found you girlie and youre gonna get it...it shocked her in to place...she looks...hes actually at an old residence about an hr away...he goes...I cant get in tho what did you do.....I go...idk. ....but you dont need to. Close but that not it...thats my old place. See if you can find me...o I will...and I will get you...ok...but youre not going to like it...I think itd be fair to say that some curse words are probably decorating these calls as well...then I switched and forgot and the girl with the completely different style than the day before comtinued on going...did something just happen....
...he probably showed up that night. I was in the house and one of my bfs (who is not his stuff btw bit but someweird project on an ankle monitor I was borrowing) teenage girls (whom already admitted she can see vamps sometimes) came in from the dark backyard scared coming up to me...come here lisa please you fot to che k this out I think something's out here in the backyard....whenever my people have ghosts or other spirit issues they always come to me...im like what ok...so we go out there together............I saw something back here im scared..a ghost or something..I might of saw a man...and I think hes mad..I get a bad feeling ...it was over here.....hmmm....I thi.k thats it right there. I dont see anything frankly..bit I know therees something there. Do you see it..no...I think theres something there...I do too....then it moved and fsst and tho ee didnt se anything we did snd gelt it...she goes goes it moved I was yeah..what is it...idk but im scared and im going back inside come on lisa....as I enter one of my girls realizes that I called the thing there and tells her by her aeareness and she freaks out thinks about the fangs she woke up with...and please dont tell my mother I put krazy glue on my teeth shed kill me and how bizarre that is and just switches.
So he watched me...he showed up in my room sometime soon at night at bedtime my fake bf in bed.....I go...you cant be in here like this how dangerous it is. Ihe goes what is it...what sm I supposed to do which this...you have my stuff and this is a nightmare....I go ikr...idk...but its pretty weird (I didnt know at the time) I wouldnt bite it tho if I were you...it explodes earth go just watch this shit and see...hide somewhere....he says hes got a spot snd leaves. This land is vampire unfriendly syk. My scouts got killed coming in...I saw the first one in my mind...I knew it was there and thought of running...started to...then I realized the hopelessness and headed home for my doom...even so it saddened me greatly to see his death...and it was himself. I ressurrected him btw laat fall.
Thru all this I dont realize im carrying the cure...I forgot that long ago and even right after I got it and knew I didnt know why my people collected my tampins or why as a semi vegetarian I was craving medium rare prime rib constantly....yeah...I also get dizzy and faint at the sight of blood...so I had to make some adjustments...anyway....
While with this family Bela witnessness...omg...the most bizarre assault on me...stuff he truly couldnt understand used against me...watched us all switch regularly making it a family of 500 instead of 5 trying to function and get along...and people behind the scenes fucking with us all. We make a move across tje state to Omaha where I crash the base unground leaving him no hidding place...plus I forgot about him and forgot to bring him...one day my flirting girl calls him over wjere we moved and switched. Well he showed up cuz my girls started noticing him following around...one night my bf was scolding me for being afraid to sleep and paranoid all the time...why cant I trust in him a.d feel secure hes in bed with me at night nothing going to happen...he dont know hes fucking with me to....band im like omg whatever....i look at invisible bela in the open closet and I go...o right whatever...like hes going to protect me from whatever the fuck that is in the closet...he starts laughing and I do to...then when were rolling into bed bela comes up to me...what is it? Im like idk...bit its weird shit tho isnt it...yeah...can I touch it?....sure but .I would think twice about biting it..i black out at his touch..... finally communication starts and we are chatty...finally je says a comment about how surprised je was tjat if he stayed close to me he can be out during the day and marveled at the strangeness and the beauty of seeing day...I go...ooo...hmmm....wait a min...are you a vampire?! And tjen she knew...she knew a girl called him she knew he was bela.....omg I called you your bela? Moments later were chatting...he wants to know more about mk and my switching im playing music and he suddenly looks up terrified..o no...hes coming....who?! Satan! And I had just gotten some wings back but there was a gaping hole in my back I ws in the middle of fixing and bela dives in it headfirst! Im going o no! O no! What could sshareavampire..satan?!...goddamn! Somehow thru the window here pops TheCowboy but you cant see him. Im thinking hes scared of him...why...and he comes up and starts fissing with my wings saying fucked up shit how hes going to give it to his daughter...my stuff he held from me then remade tearing me up. He starts healing the fucking hole in my back where bela got in....I almost said something I was so disturbed by this but I was scared for bela...I didnt know why he was agraid but it was daytime and if it was a fight id want it at least night for him so I just kept pretnding he wasnt there like I do to him often and to most of my invisible motherfuckerartists....and thought maybe we'll figure it out somehow.....when he left I was like omg are you ok??? He trapped you in there....im so sorry we'll figure this out I didnt know what to do....he goes no im really good now...theres lots of blood in here...I got everything thing I need...you know theres bottles of it and theres two kinds ones really delightful and the other...what is it....ikr...hes slwsys fucking up my stuff so I look like im shit...ok...if youre sure youre alright...we'll figure it out somehow.....
Then I forgot....I tore that alter in half and threw half in some song...bela was mortified whyd you do that...I'll get it later...if I know that about the cowboyI wont do what I got to do....
I started getting these weak spells where I felt drained...like something was literally sucking the life out of me and id have to lie down suddenly and sleep often.....I worried something was wrong with me or if it ws more mk stuff....
One night I was with my girl and shes gifted and her bf was driving my car and me snd my boy in the back wsiting to pick up the trucker bf...she says...hmm...I justsaw a wolf sitting on the side of the road just now...it's the city of omsha so unlikey a wolf is there a.d we see nothing...she starts ecplsining its astral and al four of us see this shit streak across the front windsheild and we scream.....her guy starts driving like he thinks he can win..its fucking chasing us....he realizes theres no hope and decides to just park in our meeting spot maybe hes back and we can jet.....we dont sit long with our jitters the thing was in front of us...we all scream again....all of a sudden something jumps out of me...and rainbow sees this shit shes terrified...and stacks the vamp in front of us and then leaps back in me. It's gone now and she keeps eying me suspicious and trying to think of what to say to me terrified... Bf shows up and we leave not saying much about it and I feel the vamp behind us scowling...and howd you do that snd why were its concens....next day new girl.....the weak spell continue.....then one fsy at a friends house were in the kitchen he asks me to cut some garlic...my favorite I put it on everything but cereal of course...but I dont wat cereal....pizza with garlic or burritos add garlic to the beans..leftover spaghetti with garlic added in three ways on garlic toast...things more like that.....anyway its awhole clove and my fingers have added electrical shit that downloads what I touch ...like when you use crystals...I held it and bela starts jumping in there againstme and I can feel his shape curled in me upside down and I become horrified and tell my friend I thi.k theres a vampire inside of me somehow snd thats probably why im having the weak sleep spells...he tells me im crazy but I remember this long enough to see rainbow on the way home and I tell her what I suspect and what happened...she freaks out and runs into the kitchen casting him oit with the garlic she grabbed before she even made it back and we watch him fly out towards her window and then he jumps back in me...I go hold up stop! Dont hurt him! ...we gotta kill him! You gotta get rid of him! ....no hes my friend dont kill him...but yes hes needs to get out but not like that during the day....she knows im always right and although she dont like it she agrees with me. We never got to figure it out...the shrew wouldnt be tamrd and when false fire would lead to destruction I took off...got out of my box...taking Bela with me....rebel on the loose...april fool's day....on my path of destruction...time for my rev12 shit id been waiting for since 3/22...I also was carrying the light hed found a triangle and blinked it in my chakra.
The triangle had activated the doll in an unusual manner that it rings and songs and spits out ghosts when I run into them and we must of got a timewarp of ghosts a cemetery aint big enough to last 20 mins shaking and dinging while I drove...it terrified bela while I was doing it and he started begging and pleading almost in tears to let him out. I cant while its doing this bela you have to wait...he starts cussing me im a nightmare for him...finally its over and hes out...he goes I feel much better now! Im cured! Thats good bela...what do you mean...I find out I somehow cured his vampism virus with my magic twat....we talk a out the trip hes horrified...im a monster bela...like you but different...ill break it all and stop mk...what do I do...you go cure other vampires...he wants a love affair but were too different monsters I tell him plus the light told me the cowboy was the one for me...after so much of my forgetting shit and switching all my ringing ding and other strange nonsense after some adventure together he finally gets so fed up with me he leaves me to go cure the vampires as he dont know what to do with me im a nightmare for him...I smile and say ok bela...ill see you when you get back...were a team and I'll always be tour coffin...always. Just hollor if you need me...boy he was surprised the first time I jumped him across the land popped him right in me in a blink...he decided he liked his coffin...wed meet up and separate on our adventure...he started dragging his dead bitches to me to heal...it eent on til last fall he left me for TheCowboy...I was so mad cuz I thought id never see him again...I realized I was in love with Bela.

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FrankensteinsBride
03:13 Jul 24 2017

Then a while later I started getting back old memories and realized I was tagged by old and talented

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I am Elizabeth....my soul as a whole...all the girls out of me are an Elizabeth no matter what the other names she has....he is Jeremih....the twinmate stolen at birth. The character Elizabeth is usually in the head...mine had to come oit to stash my AngelOfLight ..HippiChic..shes all our Angel. Im also TheAngelOfDeath btw.

I have many old souls and parallel lives...no future except my recycled Angel in a toddler which I have as this is my last chance...I didnt make it as you know if you know TheDevilsPlight. Hes from 2036...out of TheCowboy Satan avatar. Bela is his vamp.

For an Elizabeth to do what I did..take this blasphemous doll...she has to understand certain things in many places except for maybe places like here where she already has certain undestandings of her own to get it enough. ........
....first of all let me give you this understanding..off a soul memory before incarnating the Lisa avatar...this is QueenDevon...she says baically...what is all this shit?! Where is it coming from?!....where in Time can I go where this all is coming from where I can stop this?...she then comes to these days in Time and sees it...then she goes and gets all her parted out girls and his boys and brought it all ti the Lissen GoddessOfLove project avatar...I argued with my mother about the name..she wouldnt do Elizabeth....shed do Lisa..and I think it was going to be Jerry but he was stolen by his mentor..was said to of died..but was recreated...a process I watched as I grew from afar. Besides that he was pieced out into many souls and avatars spread thru time as was I all thru my life..I remember him saying that he didnt know about the alien I am but on earth that we dont have that much soul and id have to give it up....what a out the nice nee neighbor babies born with me on the neighbor same name branch and same birthday..they were both already stolen out...they already lost the boy so had to back down when the argument heated fearing my loss as well. He has them build underground quarters for the mentor and later he framed my daddy forcing sale..sex kittens and abandonment ...TheGodessOfLoveIs up an fixed uet one yr old said it was Austin ..what we called him on the island. When we moved to Cali same county we then called him Barry...latrr in colo I was told to call him Barak or Obama...i said wtf ever hes Austin and I hate him...the battle was my whole life.
......because of this type of mi in my set up my fate was early death...the problem was and I didnt know the cause til more recently...implants trapped up all my soul and I had no reincarnation as a result. Im stuck to a corpse for about 100 yrs than the earth explodes. So I prayed for an Angel to help give me a fate...on 3/22/00 I fell and he put in the Angel and tucked everything else away except a few alters for projects he approved. Later after the doll was already going for awhile he brought her out...she was pretty pissed wondeing what kind of angel does this shit...especially when she found out it exploded.
.......it wasnt just the fate tho..cuz at the end she didnt care to have one especially after finding out he wasnt going thru with it and shed sent shit to possess the doll already at the lab...given up her stuff for a belt...all this prep...anyway...he d's dHe could get in thru the doll a.d help...she was going to die cuz she was newly pregnant and lose him too...unless she took the doll..shed get him later..and I did...so.....
....just some things to know...

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FrankensteinsBride
22:50 Jul 22 2017

More things as this was complicated...the doll operated snywsy and with very bad results and exploded earth in a frame job and power snd position theft anyway so the best chance was to take it over....also I think zJanis knew wed both get damned and only chance was a holy relic....doll to save our souls snd still be interactive

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FrankensteinsBride
22:52 Jul 22 2017

Be reassured I have a plan and final resting place for the dolls that is useful and saves us all...the center did a few things wrong in thst timeline...after 1000...it all leads to the dor I see....we didnt have a fste...now I see this door....

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FrankensteinsBride
23:05 Jul 22 2017

Also be reassured I have all the necessary credential and approvals to handle this toy including bomb specialists as I jined the military in college a psi unit that used mk ultra alters so you dont really know youre in it but I have many memeries I recently retrieved as I lost all my past with head trauma although had much loss being cloned in two weeks then dying the original held in a tower of babel in space in stasis simular to the matrix but not...and switching and also thru erasers

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FrankensteinsBride
23:10 Jul 22 2017

A toy...yes...a romantic gift from janis for her Dracula stuff...its...."A Fondle Toy ..A musical instrument" by Pandora of A.L.I.C.E. TheDevil Richard left in Janis name so id always own myself ....bless that pervert..it wasnt supposed to be explosive that happened when mardukka got the plans to make human weapons out of the trash at the ira. Contra affair in the 90s..I heard and my crew said it would be me...my doll.....

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am your AprilFool...#9...#9...#9.....#9....
PS...I had Dracula in me since my first night as the doll... 10/31/03
I got him off a skull walking stick novelty item from New Orleans TheMonster had...I made him get it ;-) hehehe
That was the only time I talked to him...he said he went with Belas stuff...I told him it was dangerous and to hide...then I forgot about him til he popped out just the other day
(One day i heard Janis wanting my code...I didn't know what the fuck she was talking about but gave it to her anyway)
...idk I guess its all stuff Dracula had her do...blame him
To top off everything I went and eloped with his main boy and then forgot so he'd never know taking over the whole doll operation so I could hold it against him....exposing his property while being an undercover cop with navy seal defense capabilities
O god I could kill myself this time....today Janis tells me....and let's wait until now bitch....she eloped with Bela
....I'm not sure what this all means except anyway you look at it I'm in big trouble

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Worse yet I let his doll escape to another universe entirely to fuck around with TheQueenOfHeaven...when its all about Bela and going to Hella
At to top of what a Whore I am I did it all for my old Handler Horisin whom raped and beat me demanding I get him Bela.

Turns out I've done nothing but horrify Bela one way or another all my life....hope he's friends with the monster when its all said and done

~#9YourWorstNightmareALIVE
I'm in big trouble. I did all kinds of fucked up shit thrawting Bela my whole life....including throwing his stalker pieces at the mailbox for years and trapping him In me where he couldn't do anything at all but watch the horrible shit I went thru...everything. Plus he didn't have the luxury of forgetting everything as we went...I admit I've been nothing but a pain in the ass for this fella
......moved to a vampire free area where they get killed upon entry.....put myself in an electric explosive toy.....the list goes on and on and pretty severe stuff in some places as you can see.....
All I've done is victimize poor Bela who only wanted to love me and turn me into his bloodsucking whore
~#9Horrifying BeastALIVE
I put Garlic on everything I could think of to eat...making it a main ingredient if my diet....
After I got tagged I went and got duct right away so I wouldnt be a virgin
I let my shit run off with another woman confusing and infuriating him.....
...stole his money in a past life......
...went and spent it wrecklessly on explosive sex toys.....
Flirted with all his boys.....
And by this point he's only gotta be thinking "To Die...to truly be dead...that must be glorious.."
I made Bela a liar too many times....now I'm gonna die
He's gonna get me...like he always promised
I even had all kinds if hidden surveillance on his ass making a public nuisance of it and holding the world hostage and at my mer y while I blatantly destroyed everything in my path calling attention to his affairs
And now I'm really gonna get it
I took some if his stuff with me to meet TheLight trying to brighten up HisDarkAss...I don't know what else a girl can do to please a fella
If course that was the part I trapped and held hostage as a layer if my skin hanging on dearly to explosive weapon between us
All this making our love a potentially explosive horror show for his entertainment... Hope he enjoyed it... How old and talented he is....idk how to compete