She is so restless. She waits for the sun to set. Thoughts are running through her mind. What was to be so simple, has turned out to be complicated. So long she has waited and called for her prince. I finally have recieved my answer. The past few years have been lonely and hard. I have stood alone and walked my path. Since, I have embraced all that I am. I have met wonderful companions, and had great conversations. I am learning alot. The one longing is close to being met, but I am so confused now. Torn, If you will. For the longest time I have not been able to feel anything at all. I have been so cold. Now, I find I am having feelings, much needed feelings. I am glad I can feel again. But as always, there is something. It seems the dark soul who has stepped up, and has interest in me, well also has someone interested in him. Which, I can see why..... If you met him, You would understand. As I rise, I stand alone under the moon again, under all her beauty. Should I even dare to call out to him... I am at a crossroads in my life... It is nice to feel for someone again. I have had enough drama and pain to last a life time though. Should I give my tender feelings out, or should I continue the path I am so used to walking.... When I am alone, I do not have to feel, I can be cold.... but it is so lonely and incomplete, and he could be what I have been waiting for... I know i have withdrawn, and I can't help it... The dark is my haven... The sound of music is inspiring..... I shall walk along and enjoy the moonlight... Whatever will be will be.....If he is My prince then I have no worries, If he isn't then I guess another conversation..... And , I keep moving along.... I know what I want, and I shall not settle for anything less this time....
I'm Akasha Adiana. Most misunderstood. I stand alone, but i long for My True Dark Prince. I have met some interesting ones lately to spend time with. Very nice conversations. Nice companions and friends along my way. I am blessed to have each one of you in my life. There comes a point in your journey you must reflect. At this moment, My thirst is clouding my judgement. I must have it quenched very soon. I cannot bear this much longer. I need to fufill all that i am. I have such a thirst for blood, such a passionate that needs to be satisfied. I truly hope My prince steps up to claim all that is his very soon, if not i fear i must go ahead and just feed. My nature , My thirst is taking over. I've hit my knees, and i'm all alone under the moon light.. If you can hear me at all , please come to me.... I need to feel your teeth in my veins, drawing from me, I need to draw from you, the taste of your blood to touch my lips, to run into my mouth, and down my throat, aww I need you. Please , share this with me. I need a blood filled passionate kiss. Anything less will not do. I need my passion and thirst quenched..... Step up, come to me.........Walk this journey with me...
Your longing is a lot like mine the longer the wait the more I crave to have my dark queen my vampyric goddess by my side forever and always. I know what you are going through I have been there and felt it as well. We all share this waiting this aching for pure love and to feel its sweet embrace on our being.
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