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I was given an opportunity to be a father 9 years ago. I was given a chance a being a protective father. I was unconditionally ready to hold him in my arms. To say I love him. To kiss his little forehead. To change his diapers. To show him to the world and be proud. I lost out on two god damn years of his beautiful life. I was left for another man. He was made to believe he was the father. But I proved them both wrong. Since he three years old I have been there for the little man of my life. He was nervous at first, and so was I. I was finally given the chance to be a father, to be the man who will protect him from all the bad people in the world. To show him what life is about. To enjoy it, to have fun, to be strong, to be tough. Six years later and hes full of life, full of fun, energy and jokes. He is nine years old now going on for ten this year. I am so proud of my son for what he has become so far. He means the world to me and nobody will hurt him without me finding out. The only thing is he lives with my parents but I do get to talk to him on the phone from time to time, I see him twice a damn month thanks to C.A.S.(childrens aid society). But when he turns sixteen will the year where he says his piece about where he truly wants to be. I already know he will say with me right off the hop. Since I have been seeing him he is happy and never wants me to leave. But what can I do? When I am stable enough to take care of him I will go back to court and fight for him again. Yes again. The last time I was in court for him it lasted four long bloody hard years for the results of him going to my parents and for me to sign my rights over to the C.A.S. This upsets me yes, but I have to deal with it for the time being. He knows who I am which is a good thing. Hes going to out grow me in every way. Mind, body and soul. I just hope I can live long enough to be a grandfather of his children when he has them. He will make just as good of a father as I am. Nobody has any clue what its like to have some one like my son. By the way his name is David. He was having a hard time in school and my parents decide to keep certain things away from me. But its all good they tell me everything now. But as he kept going to school he has gotten a lot better which makes so very happy. I hope he graduates with a good grade. I know he will. He very smart in his one little way. He always makes me smile when I see him. When he was a baby my ex brought him to where I was staying with another girls friend of mine at the time he was crying and nobody could calm him down right, so I demanded for me to hold him and he calmed down and fell asleep in my arms which almost made me cry. So my ex took him and left which was rude and ignorant in one shot. But its all good now, I get to see him and she dont lol. Now he will be the man I know he can be and make everyone smile like he does to me.



Love you David this is all for you little man.