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YES IM GOTHIC!!



today I had two teenage girls walk past me giggling, I just shock it off....



then I heard "excuse me" form behide me, I look back and its the 2 girls.....



telling me, being gothic is gross, pathetic, and just started mocking gothic people... then started to ask stupid questions like ...

do I worship Satan?

do I make voodoo dolls?......

do I wish I was dead?........



but then they asked me "are you going to a funeral"????? I looked at them both with a smirk saying " why yes I am, im on my way to yours.... shall we get going??



lol I will never understand why I get all these people asking me about being gothic but they can question as much as they want because

black is my happy colour



I think its fair to say that im a little annoyed!

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xXLordxxZachariasXx
23:56 Oct 24 2016

You gotta be you, others don't have to like that.

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Liliancat
07:40 Oct 25 2016

Some people dont wish or dont want to stop and see.

They assume and they like to make fun

I remember the time so many years ago that I would dress in black with black eye shadow. Me and my best friend were dressed like that. People would stop and look at me. Stare. Gossip. We would just move one and laugh. Her mom would laugh when we told her.

People would always gossip and stair not matter what you wear. Black or pink. Blue or red

If your hair is up or down, If you wear jeans or pants.

It is what it is you just have to smile and move on.

Be yourself and feel nice in what you wear

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Green finch and linnet bird,

Nightingale, blackbird,

How is it you sing?

How can you jubilate,

Sitting in cages,

Never taking wing?

Outside the sky waits,

Beckoning, beckoning,

Just beyond the bars.

How can you remain,

Staring at the rain,

Maddened by the stars?

How is it you sing

Anything?

How is it you sing?

Green finch and linnet bird,

Nightingale, blackbird,

How is it you sing?

Whence comes this melody constantly flowing?

Is it rejoicing or merely halloing?

Are you discussing or fussing

Or simply dreaming?

Are you crowing?

Are you screaming?

Ringdove and robinet,

Is it for wages,

Singing to be sold?

Have you decided it's

Safer in cages,

Singing when you're told?

My cage has many rooms,

Damask and dark.

Nothing there sings,

Not even my lark.

Larks never will, you know,

When they're captive.

Teach me to be more adaptive.

Green finch and linnet bird,

Nightingale, blackbird,

Teach me how to sing.

If I cannot fly,

Let me sing.

I thought I should let you guys know a little more about me so sit back and relax in your coffin,



personally I don't think I could go through anything more now, I think I have been through a lot for just a 20 year old,



form the age of 15 till now I have been exposed to :

rape

betrayal

cancer scare

loosing someone I thought was my true love,



but even thou I have been through all of that, I feel stronger, yeah I have my battle wounds but who doesn't?



feel free to messege if you have any concerns, or you might be going through the same thing? im here

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Liliancat
14:09 Oct 16 2016

They say that "God give us as much we can handle"

The thing is to not give up. Life isnt easy. I know from my own personal fights. And many in here have their own hard road to walk

No matter what stand high and look up. Smile and always think positive. You are a strong woman

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