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at a young age there i sit in my chair staring all around taking in all the area, i see her i hear her heart beat i smell her sweet blood. i ask myself is this real or am i just losing my mind? how CAN I sense these things but no one else can? am i crazy is something wrong wit me? i asked myself these things the first time i ever exsperienced anything weird or so i used to think. as i turned 16 i started cutting myself just because i loved the smell of the blood and the fact i loved the way it felt on my skin. people saw the cuts and thought i was crazy and so did i for a while but then i started doing research on what i was exsperianceing an i relized exactly what was going on. i knew i wasnt crazy i tried to explain to my parents but no they wouldnt listen to me they just kept sayong i had to stop. i was put in a foster home and then in a mental hospital i stayed there for about three days and they siad nthing was wrong wit me that i was just different from everyone else. which i had already figure that out. and now i am on here trying to get to know people who are like me.