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I am a student of psychology, and I do not claim to be a vampire or goth, but I am far from the average person. For a long time, since before I was even eight years old, I have been plagued by constant headaches. There is currently no explanation for my pain, it just is. I seek to find an answer to my suffering through psychology, just some reason.
The origin of my migraines is unknown, it has just always been.
I have tried so much. I exercise regularly, eat right, get good sleep. Nothing seems to help. I find the vampire subculture to be very empathetic, so I am here to seek refuge from the ignorance that surrounds my daily life. Stress, in particular, is something that makes everything unbearable. I have thought long and hard about it, and I just want to feel good.
I don't think I am mystical and I am not making things up for attention. Surely some of you can understand: I seek reprieve from an unexplained, intangible, and intense pain. I wish I could say more, but this is all I can think about.