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AbsoluteSickness



AbsoluteSickness
AbsoluteSickness carries the Mark of The Prince. Call of the Heathens (Coven) AbsoluteSickness carries the Mark of Coven Master IronBorn

New Design.....new journal. Please comment
Set at 16:38 on February 15, 2018

Status:  Savant (82.22)
Rank:  Member
Honor 43    [ Give / Take ]
Affiliation:  Call of the Heathens (Coven)
Mentorship Mentor of Twisted Love.
Account Type:  Premium
Referred By:  FeralEcstasy
Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  January 31, 1992
Age:  26
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Time stands still as two beats drift to become one. The inner screams like a sirens call resisting isn't possible. As we melt into one being, the world drops away as if the walls separating us dont exist. Only for a few moments is bliss possible, a full out completion until time starts again dragging the walls into place. As the sun sets the darkness being the only comfort as dreams seem to be our nightly escape until time stands still once again.
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Disclaimer: When it comes to this profile it was not something easily put together. Since the completion of my siring things have changed not only within myself but with those I care for. Recently I have discovered a strong connection with ErebusNuru yes prior to siring we were close but now its like an addiction I cant shake.

Now I know someone out there will turn what I just said into something dirty....something that its not. Before jumping the gun this strong connection share between himself and I is held between our nightshade selves. Now our dayside lives control everything which makes everything difficult and slightly impossible but this profile will reflect that bond him and I share.

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Real vampires love Vampire Rave.


Real vampires love Vampire Rave.

Welcome inside your newest addiction. No I am not being cocky you will understand what I mean soon enough. I am one of the biggest teases on this website, some of my profiles were created to torment the male gender into submission. What can I say becoming a wet dream for some of you is quite easy....giggles. Once upon a time I was one of the innocent dreamer types and well slowly my halo rusted away.

Now future victims the moment I took my first breath of air I was given the name Catelyn. I will anwser to Cat and a few other names if you are blessed but if you get ballsy and think about calling me some ridculous pet name you will regret the day you laid eyes on me. Dont let the rumors of the socially retarded cloud your judgement I have slowly become one hell of a wet nightmare over the years. I am not interested in seeing anyones tiny dick...or anything else you think I might want.

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Real vampires love Vampire Rave.
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When it comes to myself the best way to describe me was the girl in all black in the back of the room. I was never one for making friends. Personally, I despise the human race for more reasons than I wish to get into right now. I have a twisted sense of humor...yes, I am the type of person to laugh at someone bleeding out, but do not mistake this for I am not a cruel person. I actually have a heart of gold and this tends to get me hurt and used a lot. I tend to care and worry about others more than myself, which might be surprising.

Now I know what I just said makes very little sense. How did I become this way? Good question. I have suffered every form of abuse one person can experience. I was taught from a young age that monsters are real and they change forms too. The man who should have been the king of my world made sure I loathed the male gender. I have had a few run ins with Death himself before I even turned 5 and then again before the age of 10. After that if beatings werent normal then well the bullying in school was enough to drive me over the edge at 15. So dont ask how can a good girl go bad...its not hard to figure out.

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Onto my hobbies and interests shall we? Alright I love poetry to be honest my favorite poet is Edgar Allen Poe. I do have his complete works which was one of the best items I purchased. I have a huge passion for music. I love Rock, R&B, Heavy Metal, and some Rap is alright. My favorite bands as of this moment are Five Finger Death Punch, Shinedown, Three Days Grace, and of course In this Moment. When it comes to my profiles you can tell what mood I was in when I designed it based on my music. I do like to draw and design graphics. I do have tattoos and I love them on my partner.

I have a huge heart for animals. My favorite animals have to be the fox and wolf. For their beauty and strength. My spirit animal is the fox which might explain my personality in a sense. I have 9 little balls of fuzz that make my life worth living. When I was younger a little ferret saved my life and since he passed away in 2007 I have been saving ferrets to show my thanks for the gift I was given those years ago. Its funny how a little ball of fuzz can light up the darkness around you when it seems all hope is gone and remind you that no matter how bad things are they love you and are there no matter what. Even if it is just to lick away the tears or do something stupid to make you smile when you need it the most.

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Real vampires love Vampire Rave.


Real vampires love Vampire Rave.


Real vampires love Vampire Rave.

Real vampires love Vampire Rave.

Everyone has their own little secrets I am no different. The lifestyle I have chosen to live within is looked down by society as cruel and abusive. Instead of the beauty that comes from it. I live within the lifestyle of BDSM. This form of lifestyle can be filled with abuse just like any other but the ones who respect this lifestyle see the beauty of being handed someones life to love and care for it. This may sound like a feeling of weakness but this is the most empowering feeling in the world. Total control, what can be given can also be taken.

The basics behind this lifestyle are love, respect, trust, and honesty. Just like vanilla relationships these things can make or break a relationship but within this lifestyle its a little different. A Dominant can make or break a submissive if they are not treated correctly. Through love, respect, and guidance a submissive can make any normal girlfriend seem pointless. So dont look at a woman wearing a collar as weak she has given the most precious thing in the world to one lucky person...in hopes to find her happy ending.

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How did I find myself in this lifestyle? Good question...When I was growing up I never was one who fit in. I loved different things that most girls didnt. The real turning point for me would have been my first sexual experience after my rape. Things were heated all up until the biting and the smacking of my ass started. Then it was game over. After everything was over I was confused about if I was a freak. So I did research which might sound odd.

The more research I did, the more I discovered about myself. At the age of 18 I took on my first master. His name shall be left out of this. He drove me insane with different things from toys to positions. After him there was no turning back. In 2014 I entered what can only be described as a nightmare. He claimed to be a master, in all respect all he did was beat and abuse me. Through him I discovered new things about myself which I will discuss later on.

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Real vampires love Vampire Rave.
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Inside the lifestyle I am what is known as a Switch. Which means I am both Dominant and submissive. I know that sounds crazy right. I am only submissive towards men but there is a trick to this I take my gift seriously I dont and it to just anyone. In the submissive stance I am a pet, a little one, rope bunny, and a pain slut. Now the Dominance kicks in with the ladies. In that stance I am a Mental Sadist which means I get my kicks from mind games instead of hurting you with my own hands I drive you to do it yourself when I am angry or displeased. All in All a twisted little freak.

Now I really can't stand physical punishments of any kind. If I want struck, I want to enjoy it, not fear it. I dislike clamps, had a very bad experience with them. I hate ginger and I won't get into why. I do mess with some anal play, but not much to be honest. I have some taboo interests that will never listed, so don't ask. I really don't like ball gags or well gags of any kind. I am not a fan of latex nor will I ever be. I think that's about it, I will add more to this as I think of it.

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Real vampires love Vampire Rave.


Real vampires love Vampire Rave.

When it comes to other peoples profiles and rating them I have a few basics. For example if I was nice enough to help you with coding, a name, or even artwork and you dont give credit I will be giving you a one. If you profile is more pictures then anything you will get a one. If I dont like you guess what you will get a one. If I dont like your referral you will get a one. See how this works.

So we are clear bitching about how I rate you will get two reactions from me. One I will give a one with all my accounts and Two I will block with them all. I am sorry your profiles dont look like you placed any effort into them or you are really such a bore. Maybe if you learned how to design profiles with balance you would not have to worry about low rates. My profiles take hours or even days to plan out properly. If I can do it so can you.

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Real vampires love Vampire Rave.
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I know adds are important well when it comes to me adding people once again I have a few basics. One if I rated you a one you wont be added. Two if I dislike your referral you wont added either. If I block you I will be removing you. If you steal from me detail work coding I will remove you as well. I dont have the words American Red Cross on my damn fore head so I am not a charity nor will I be abuse like one.

Now honor is another thing that I have come to hate on this site. Not only does this not help you level but it is used to bully people. I do not give honor normally besides to one person. I will take honor from those who lie, abuse the kindess of others, and are fake people. I leave my name when I take honor and give it. Requests for honor will end you up with ones and blocks. I dont want your nonsense inside my inbox.


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