Does being the last sane person make you Insane?
I have been called many things; a gentleman and a scholar, a fool and an idiot, a romantic and an idealist, a wanderer and a monster. What am I really? That I can not answer, for it is amongst the vast majority that I have not discovered yet.
I walk a path of my own accord. I do this because I believe in it, because it just feels right... not because it is as some would put it "Abnormal." I have made the mistake of going public about it before, and I have been shot down verbally for it by a vast majority of peers and people i thought of as friends; However, it is imbedded in my soul, and I can not get rid of it even if I desired to.
The more I contemplate about it, the more I realize how little I know. I have, however, grown content knowing that this is what I am, whether I have chosen it or if it was forced upon me. This is me, choose to accept it or not, there is no changing it. In the end, I will be the cause of my own defeat. I will die defending the honor someone close to me, and I would have it no other way.
Anyhow, That is me in a Nutshell. I enjoy to read, mostly fantasy and science fiction... looking into a world that seams so much better than what I have inherited. However, I do have many Non-fiction books stacked away in my make-shift library (Actually just a few shelves stacked with books in my room), such as Steven Hawkings "A brief history of Time." While English and Literature is intriguing to me, I prefer the logical world of Math and Science. But then again, its almost paradoxical since I seam to work and live in a realm that logic has no place in.
Well, I have hit the dreaded writer's block for now. If you have any questions, ask and thou shalt receive an answer. I hope I have convinced you that at least my maturity, if nothing else, is beyond my age. If you desire to talk to me, you can
A) Send a message
B) Send an email (the link is just a bit further down)
C) AIM Name = VladShadowHeart (If I do not answer, then it is because i forgot an away message. Don't take it personally)
*Reading Dark Poetry
*Computers (I am currently learning Java)
*Swords (Sharp, pointy, and in the right light they are shiny!)
*Hipocrites (I apologize on the spelling)
*Those who do not live up to their word
*Those whom try to take away free will
Music, movies, books-
*I can't play anything yet, nor can I read music... but I can enjoy listening to it. I must say, that dark Gothic rock is my favorite. NightWish, SlipKnot, DragonForce, Ra, Pink Floyd, Metallica... they are all good. I will listen to many things though, except Pop and most rap.
As I said before, I like the fantasy and science fiction genre. It allows me to escape this reality for some time. My favorite movie? There are simply too many to choose from. However, my favorite book is Bram Stoker's Dracula, followed Closely by The ColdFire Trilogy. I have the cover pictures of the first and third boooks under Additional Pictures.
*I follow no religion that is set in stone, but I am very spiritual. I use to read Tarot cards, but I have stopped because I do not wish to know what will happen in the future, it takes most of the fun out of it. I have taken what I feel are the more important lessons from many religions and added my own things to create my own guidelines. If I had too choose a religion though, i would choose Wiccan within an instant.
*I believe they exist in many forms. Psy, Sanguine, Emotional, Sexual, etc. If I am any of them, I can not say for sure. However, do to some minor Empathy that is becoming stronger with age, and my ability to incite certain emotions, I would not be surprised if I feed off the emotions of others.
*I try and have a sense of humor. Unfortuanately, there are many failed attempts at it.
*I have been called insane and a monster for many theories I have come up with, many concerning blood in some way. Also because I am currently looking to buy a hearse. (Seriously, who is going to tailgate a hearse?) I want one not because It is the epitome of death and what many people consider goth, I want it because incredibly few people have one. My way of being unique.
And to all, I Thank you for rating my profile if you choose to do so. If you don't desire to rate me, then I hope you feel your time was well spent on my profile. Unfortunately, you can't get that time back.
"The More you Know, the More you realize how little you actually know."
|Feb 23, 2005
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