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I am different from everyone I personally know I think of life and death often. I love the sweet smell of blood. It taste wonderfull in my mouth. All my sences in extacy as it inters my mouth rolling over my tounge.I love music.It is my passion.I'm a wonderfull belly dancer and I love to do it.I love the feel of the night air against my skin. It feels so much better than day air. I believe its because the day air is full of hectic energy. The night air smells and taste so good to me. I don't like to start drama but if you bring to me I will try to help you. If you try to pick a fight with me I love to use revers sycology. Now sometimes I will fight if I have to. In a situation were my friends need protection or I need to protect myself I will fight but I never start fights. I love to cuddle when I have a boyfriend. I believe this is because I have monophobia. I have panic attacks. My heart beats faster than normall.When im calm instead of 21 or 23 beats per 20 seconds it does 25 all the way to 35 beats per 20 seconds.When I exercise it does 54 beats per 20 seconds and when I have bad panic attacks it goes all the way to 60 beats per 20 seconds. I have good hearing.My sight isnt the best. It runs on both sides of my family. My eyes are hazel. When im calm they are grey blue.When im depresed they are grey green mostly grey. When im horney,pissed, or really excited my eyes are vivid green.My hair is dark blonde.My skin is pale olive but when i get tan i turn chocolate cherry.Well thats how my mother describes it. I am very social but when it comes to the first talk I'm very shy.I'm a gemini.My element is air.My favorite colors are red,black, and hot pink.I ;ove cats and snakes.I also love horses but cats and snakes are what I love most. I play the clarinete and bass clarinete. I also play the piano and keyboard by ear. I love to sing.I have three knifes.I love knifes.I dont use them for harm but I do enjoy running them across my body.They turn me on big time.I lick them a lot.