BloodyMoonTears's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Ave , welcome to my lil corner of the rave. My Name is Nikki. Most know me here by my main profile LadyBloodMoon. I am not sure as to why I am misunderstood, or why I leave some in confusion about me. I am straight forward, I write in my profiles whom and what I am. I am the same person offline as I am here online.
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I am a human Living Vampyre. It is not filled will glamour, and I don't sparkle. I am not the hollywood version of a vampire. In fact I am in a human body, I can die just like anyone else. What is immortal is my soul, I have died several times , thru reincarnation , I have been reborn several times, bringing pieces of each life with, bringing bonds to others from each life with me., I awaken each life to know who am I what I am.
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Some will never understand this type of bond. Their are pieces of myself in each person that I have a bond with, and to walk away from any who hold a piece of me, is like losing a piece of myself. I didnt choose this life, it is indeed a hard and lonely life. Kindred may understand my feelings or what I am going thru, but yet don't feel all that I am feeling in a moment.
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Having responsibilites for others is not easy, I sacrifice alot in trying to do the right thing. I have suffered alot of cruelity and indifference in this life. I have been hurt by those I have trusted the most. Those whom have listened to all my weakness and know of my abandoment and trust issues. They know of the stress of daily life, and the depression I hold. But yet, take my feelings for them, and twist it to control me. I feel very deeply and intensely. It's like I bleed out emotion for others. Everyone that I love, I loose in one way or another. No one stays.
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Life has taught me that you can't control someone's loyality. No Matter how good you are to them, doesn't mean they'll treat you the same. No matter how much they mean to you, doesn't mean they'll value you the same. Sometimes the people you love the most, turn out to be the people you can trust the least, and who hurts you the most.
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I can be addictive. I don't look at myself as anything special, but I do know to be cautious allowing others to feel my energy, sometimes others can become addicted to the sound of my voice. I am cautious as to who I allow to become close to me, I am a empath, I feel your words, as well as your intent. Although I may choose not to say all I see and feel, doesn't mean I havent felt it, or noticed it. Thru out this life, I have expierenced all types of relationships , the one full of lust, the one full of love, sometimes even the obssessive. At times when I fall in love, I can get so lost in the other person, that when I come to my senses, I realize I am not in a good relationship situation. I have learned to never allow someone to make you choose when they give you ultimatums, it will never stop with the first one, soon after it will be more and more that they want you to change. Before you know it, they changed the very thing that made them fall for you in the first place.
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"Do not tame the dragon inside of you, just because you've met someone who doesn't have the courage to handle you"
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I am also a witch. I have chosen to walk the right hand path. Doesnt mean that I dont know the left hand, or that I couldnt hurt someone, I could.. I choose not too. I prefer to heal .. Although at times, I walk in the shadows, in the loving arms of mother night, I am drawn to things filled with Light. I am very drawn to the moon. I am both dark and light. I am a equal balance of both. You must walk thru darkness to appreciate the light.
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I have several abilities, one of those is the ablity to see and speak to spirit. This leaves me at times with a foot in the now, and a foot in the spirit relm. I am a ordained minister/ priestess thru universal life church.. My beliefs isnt easy viewed in black in wite, as all things are one big circle.
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Do not condemn me for my Authenticity.. I can't fit in a box, I am many things wrapped up in this shell I call a body. I have many flaws, I am not perfect. My soul has expierenced great loves, loss, tragedy, I have many scars. One thing I am not is fake. I won't lie to you, I wont use, I wont try and hurt you. I crave acceptance, love. For someone to walk into my life and say"I see you" "I accept you" "I love you" "I will never leave you" and mean those words, and to stay.
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If you would like to get to know me, send me a message. I am not easy to get to know, trust takes time. My trust has been badly used and abused. I have been hurt, and have been abandoned by those claiming to love me the most. If you have patience, you will find I am a friend that will always stand with you, You will find I am worth the wait and the effort.
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" Just simply let me love for who you are. Tell me each story behind each tattoo and scar. Show me your darkness and I won't run and hide. Share with me your secrets of where you're proud and where you have lied. Let me dance with you spontaneously. Let's cry togther and also laugh insanely. Let me see more than your beautiful face. Let me understand this mystery that makes my heart race, Simply let me love you because that's all I truly desire. Let this tiny spark become a raging fire"
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I have many profiles for self expression, and to help out in covens and houses. If you would like help in one of yours, send me a message. Thank you for taking time to read my profile , Many blessing to you.

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