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I am a Psychic Vampire I feed off of energies sexual and non sexual. I have been in a few relationships that have ended in abuse and am looking for a person to accept me for me and not push me away from them when things get too difficult.

Its been a while since i have been to this site but i have found that this is the only place i can find people who are like me. Every other place they seem to have allot of Chaos and grief. So I came back to the one place where I know I can truly be myself..

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A Lost Soul

A lost soul wandering the shadows her heart stopped and full of pain. The shadows caressing her soul as she searches trying to find where she belongs. The lonely shadows walking through the concrete wall of my soul. Slipping and sliding finding cracks and holes the darkness creeps deeper in. Can someone show me the light that flickers off in the distance. Can someone lead me into the Light so I can find my way into there hearts and into the light to serve and please.

I am lost within the shadows I am searching for a way to come out and be who I am. Who is brave to aproche this one to take her to embrace her to call out her name and lead her. Show me the way into the light and teach me all that you can..



I am lucky to start finding friends and thoughs friends along the way will help me..

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I am not sure what to say more about myself. I am 34 a submissive/slave and separated from my husband. I am going through a divorce, Been through a lot and am healing. I have come to a point in my life that I am trying to find that special someone to fill the emptiness that I feel. And to help me heal more, I am what I am and the one that is out there for me will know and will accept me for me nothing more nothing less. If you wanna talk send me a message and we can talk. But please if your looking for your special someone no one under the age of 19 please.

But more about me I am a Phys Vampire I feed off of sexual and non sexual energies. I have known this for the past 8 years. I am not one to to just feed off of anyone. I usually feed off of the ones that are my friends that actually know and understand and let me be who I am.

For the longest time I have hidden what I am but now I am showing who I truly am.



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Spirit Fly Away


My mind collides like the waves against the rocky shore,
The pain Etched upon endless waters,
What more can i feel the waters caress and drown my spirit,
I call out to you to help me to find me,
Yet my words are lost upon the wind.

What more can one like me do,
The spirit seems to sore but my heart doesn't,
Show me the way to find my spirit again,
And to hold it tight within my Palm,
Tell me what i must do to follow,
And find my spirit and watch it fly.

The stars appear in the night sky,
As the darkness covers the earth,
I search within the shadows,
I search long and hard for a way to soar,
Yet I am bound to this earth,
My spirit my soul and my heart.

I hear your voice upon the waters,
As you call out my name,
And then the wind carries it and it flows away,
How can I reach you,
Where are you at,
The pain seems to keep me from You,
And my spirit seems to run away.

The darkness seems to chase me,
The shadows seem to run,
The pain of endless heartache,
Seems to caress my empty soul.

As the shadows dance,
And the moon is black,
My spirit floats away.....


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Heart Ake


I have been forgotten within a realm of darkness,
The pain etched upon the reassess of my mind,
Darkness and Uncertainty clouding my memories.

No one seems to understand,
Do they really even care,
My Life is in shambles,
My Heart is in pain,
Who will help me live again.

I have given up on myself and who I am,
I have stopped and not said anything,
My heart seems cold and dreary,
How can I stop the pain.

I am trying to face my fears,
To face the Uncertainty of every day,
But things seem to overwhelm me,
They seem to cast shadows upon my sunny day.

How can I find what I am looking for,
When there seems to be no one that cares,
When will the pain etched upon my soul,
Find happiness again.

How can I stop the memories,
From haunting me in my dreams,
And the pain from scaring my heart,
I call out to the ones around me,
Yet they seem to push me away.


Jan 19 2007
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I am so unsure about me and who I am. If I dont understand who I am then how can I serve others. I am searching for the one that haunts my dreams and follows me each step that i take.



Darkness Falls the bells do ring,
Once more I hear the Angels sing,
Death comes life goes,
Someones life untold,
Sinister thoughts darkens the days
Once more the Vampires never go away.



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