"For Most, Death is The Defining End; a Final Resolution. But For Some... Even Death Never Seems to Come."
On here, I am simply "EstrangedOne", because of one simple fact: I am forever a stranger, even amongst my own. Very few earn the privilege of knowing or calling me by my oldest name (which I don't simply divulge to anyone).
To be straight forward, I am a typically "cold" and blunt individual. If you want my input in something, then you may want to be sure that blatant honesty is what you want (because I don't hold back for anyone. Period.).
I was once an "elder" amongst the "RVC", but of course, that time has since come and gone. Now, I stay in the shadows, and that is where I remain.
I have a very long and admittedly twisted history with the rest of the world - a history of which most would never likely believe, as very few have been there, at my side, and remain to tell of it today. But suffice to say that my own history is long enough that I can, with a disturbing honesty and seriousness, say that pieces of it lie quite literally in places that would leave nearly any who find it in shock.
As far as who I am as an individual "personality", you could well say that I am somewhat the typical "night owl", and that all things I do and live for are those that one can only appreciate in the darkness of the night. Some have also come to call me the "Lord of Smoke & Mirrors", as more often than not; when you think you know me, one finds they don't know anything about me.
I am an Eclectic Wiccan Shaman (if you need a definition of it, then simply look it up (trust me, it will save a lot of headache and time)), and I have also developed a 'craft' of my own, of which I am the only user in existence - and no, it isn't something that I am willing to mentor another in, for obvious but personal reasons.
I spend most of my time in study and occupying myself with just about any type of job I can find that isn't degrading to my own sense of self (typically, I prefer to be doing something with my hands or my brain), and I am never satisfied with what knowledge I possess. So I am often expanding on my knowledge as much as I can. Partly also to distract myself from my own demons.
If there is something you wish to know about me, then either peer into my journals, or you may simply message me and ask.
Guten Tag ou bonne soirée und fi binecuvântate.
(And yes... I am a little multilingual.)