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Most know me here as LadyBloodMoon.
I have been reborn in each life to awaken to who and what I am. In this life I have both English and Native American blood in my veins. I stand 5ft 2 inches with blue eyes, and long red hair.
What a lot of you haven't read is some of my thoughts. What I am can differ with different people, as each person brings out certain parts of my personality. A lot of the time, I dislike myself, and carry a lot of pain on the inside. I will bare a glimpse into my soul, on this profile. I have seen several lifetimes, so I carry unique insight at times, My trust has been used and abused. My caring nature taken advantage of, so I dont open up as easily anymore. The following poems , are all written by me, as different points in my life, it comes from life experiences. Please do not steal my work, each word is taken from my soul..
Pleasure And Pain Rollar Coaster
Tonight I took a walk with a old friend,
A old craving has kicked in
We havent met in a great while
From his case he begins to call
He is square and shiny, and knows how to touch flesh
I take in a deep breath
I sit in a corner
staring at you, as you shine and tease
your blade so sharp , Im on my knees
The blood I can already tatse
I am on a rollar coaster
Of such pleasure and pain
A taste of passion
A taste of pain
what shall I have this night
The moon she shines bright
I look at you in my hand
the desire so great
My pulse it quickens
One cut I could release the pain
I look at my flesh as I imagine
the blood running from my leg
you and I have seen many times
I can always count on you
To Make me black and blue
The feel of the blade to my flesh
The Craving is hard to take.
Should I have another taste
Of that pleasure and pain rollar coster
Taste of pleasure
Taste of pain
One swift motion
A great release of emotion
You tempt and tease
as I hold you in my hand
taking one more look at my leg
Thoughts cloud my mind
What shall I do this time
I run you aross my lips
aross my tongue
one sharp touch
the blood comes
I lick my lips and think somemore
How much more can this go on
The thoughts in my head
Makes me feel Im better off dead
Everyday Im changing more
The desire within me grows
To be what I havent known
I take one more look at you
Not tonight my old friend
I will hold this all within
I place you safely away
To go on another day
This pleasure and pain
I will continue to take
Craving sweet release from the pain
One day I hope to find sweet pleasure
without all this pain,
Im on a pleasure and pain rollar coaster
with no chance of escape
Blue Eyes
From afar I notice you
You come to me with eyes so blue
With a longing to serve so true
Something is waking up from deep inside you
The answers you seek, you shall find within me
My flesh begins to burn, from the thought of you
Your desire so pure
Your desire to please me
Its waking me up from deep within
The primal craving
My desire to touch you
To taste you is growing.
What is it you desire of me
The uncontrolable way you please
Can bring me to my knees
As your veins burn and pulsate
There is not much more I can take
To taste your crimson, to feel your flesh
If I embrace you, take you in
Would you truly give in
Would you come to me with your desires
Would you be happy to satisy my every desire
My pulse quickens, Do you truly know of all you ask
As I stand and see you with eyes so blue
I truly want to embrace you.
To feel your flesh, taste your essence
I can hear your calling to me
I am here to embrace thee
To give you the answers you seek
The friendship you desire
The passion you need, I shall stay with you
And be all you shall ever need.
Longing
Another night passes.
I long to see your face.
I feel you with me,
With each breath
I feel you deep within
Yours and Mine the bond we share
Can never be changed through time.
Your each beat my heart takes
Your the air that sustains me.
The love just between you and I
Will last with me till the end of time
I think of you as the night air
brushes against my face.
As each night passes Im closer
To the night I may hold you.
I cling to mother night
she guides and comforts
While your away.
I lay with hopes
One day you will stay
I feel your thoughts
I feel your pain
I feel your anger
I feel your love
I know what it will take
To break free of your chains
Once more we shall embrace
Oh how my heart aches
To feel your teeth in my flesh
To completly be one
Once again
My Lord, I will forever be yours
Growth
Once born into night
A childe born of love
Left alone to find her way
I found my strength within each day
Thoughts of how I came to be
Is what truly sustains me
Your Lady of the night
Your Lady of love
I long for knowledge
Crave to be what you desire
To be what makes you proud
Your Namesake
Your Childe
Your Kindred
Your scared lil fledgling
Finding her way day by day
More and more I grow
away from childish things
That were taught to me
The mundane way I lose touch with
More and more everyday
With each mildstone
You check on me
To see more and more
What I will be
Tonight was the latest one
with your strength
With your love
I had what I needed to overcome
The last of mundane innocense
Flowed out of me
As it gasp for life
I gave up the fight
For the last part of
What was once precious to me
In the name of feeding
It came to be
Your lil vampyre
walked away free
From all I knew
To grow has sacrifices
This I know so painfully
Another growth moment
Gone in a instant
I take each step of growth
To one day be
Where you can truly love me
And set our souls free
Lost
Lost In the darkness
Afraid of what I might find
Hoping to find you
But never can I embrace you
Years of hearing your call
The longing rips my soul
The self proclaimed love promised to me
all ends in misery...
It always starts with love so pure
then I am left standing alone without you
Where is my true mate
no more of this I can take
I beg thee mother night
Save me from this tright
Give me my only true love
or free me from this life...
For this I can bare no more
The pain embracing me
never seems to set me free
Alone
All alone I stand
For what I am
Family, Friends no more
I always knew I would walk alone
Disgraced, disowned, here we go
Pain, rage flows freely out
Numbness, a cold calm comforts
Looking upon the Judgemental I once knew
They never had a clue
That which they looked upon
Its time to move on.
Taking the only ties I have
My children, my blood
Looking back no more
Where Im going unsure
Free to find my new home
Mother Night I cling To Thee
For you will never forsake me
~LadyAkashaAdiana~
3-28-2010
For Him
She walks alone in the night
He asks to be at her side
Does he know that of which he asks,
Her veins burn with thirst and desire,
His heart beats with pure desire,
She could take him in her embrace,
At what cost does she have the taste,
He comes to her with heart so pure,
He longs to be her hearts desire,
She craves him to hold,
but her senses tell her no
what shall be fate,
Time is what it will take
she has lived many life times
betrayed many times
content to stay alone with mother night
He comes into view, with a longing so true
Not much more she can take, His veins pulsate
She longs for this to be true
His heart skips a beat or two
She will have him when the time is right
When he can give all of himself to her
She will embrace and make his darkest desire
~LBM~
Most will never know the soul behind the mask. I lurk in the shadows. In search of something I will never find. My journey brought me to this site in 2007. It started with a whisper in my ear.
A touch of cold fingers to my cheek, A dream that became real. I remeber haunting words, a question that still haunts me. Can you leave all that you know behind?
Can you disapear? When I was asked that question, in the beginning of my awakening. I couldnt do it, I wasnt ready. Now I am.
I spend most of my time utterly alone. I am misunderstood, judged by those without a clue , as to the soul the judge from afar. Outside I have people all around me.
On the inside I scream. How could anyone understand my pain, or my thoughts. I try to grow numb, turn off the emotions, they always come back. I walk this path alone.
Although I have kindred family that I love, My path is to put others first, educate and give of myself, but I walk it alone. Each step taken is done so by myself.
In closing.. Mother night I cling to thee, only she can set my soul free.
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