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I was empty..................
..........................broken, alone .........
....................................... what am I .......... ?

As a child I could feel the earth sucking the life from my body. Thought my feet and my hands. Their was a cut in my lower spine from witch I would leak. I could feel emotions that were not my own.
What is wrong with me?
I am alone and empty ... why? I turned to the Old Religion. I learned of the ethereal and magick. I called fire my friend and earth my mother. I tough myself to visualize and feel, Yet I was still without, alone and empty. So I turned away
Where do I go, who would have me?
Drugs become my friends, Alcohol became my crutch. these things dulled the pain, and made me forget. But empty was my soul and a cell become my home.
And then it happened !!!
His back turned, I noticed his aura. Thick and strong, I took a breath. Like a loyal dog to his master, it came to me. Flowing like soup to the starved, I greedily drank . Startled he turned, his eyes wide with surprise. "What" I replied, as he looked on in surprise. Not sure what had happened or how. I locked in my cage, I stared at him through the the glass and steel door. He shook it off and walked away, to finish his rounds for the day.
Could it Be?
Now I walk this path, still unsure of what it is, my place in it all, or where I may be going. But I go their none the less. Walk with me if you will, or walk your path alone. It doesn't matter, we will go where we will go and be what we will be.

I was empty .............................
.......................... now I feed ...........
.......................... and I am whole .

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