Impulses's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Tick...Tock the hands of the clock spin around slowly as the mind preps for one last attempt in hopes that someone hears it this round. Within a heavy heart and a lot of broken promises a final choice of letting a light burn out enters the mind. Sense of hopelessness clouding everything as one gives into the darkness consuming them. Beep...beep...beep something went wrong as those who played deaf to the cries squeeze the life out of you praising whatever power they believe in for a miracle without knowing that if change doesn’t occur this cycle will continue until someone hears the cries and drags you out of the darkness that calls you home.

My name is Catelyn. I do respond to Cat and Kitty but that is privilege earned and easily taken away. I have severe trust issues but after the hell I have faced most would not blame me. I don’t value the human race as anything more than parasitic lying sacks of waste. So, forgive my cold nature but humanity is one of the biggest let downs when it comes to me as a person especially the male gender but won't go into that.

I am a lover of pain both inflicted on myself and especially those I dislike for what they do to myself or others. I am not against torture, actually I think that would solve a lot of problems if people were made to feel what they do and cause others maybe they would think twice about inflicting people with their nonsense. I am very standoffish, shy and quiet unless provoked which happens on this site a bit when it comes to the brainless or the victim players. I am a recovering cutter everyday I don't pick of that razor is progress but that does not stop the thoughts or urges....gotta love addiction.

Yeah I have been on this site a long time but that doesnt change the fact that I am a very quiet person by nature. When I am not at work I am your basic Satanic Goth style person. Black magick and all things dark give me comfort. I practice old world Satanism I dont believe in the glitz and glitter of the newer age. I have a lethal mentality if someone doesnt serve a purpose within my functioning the person doesnt exist unless they are being made into a damn joke which is one of my favorite past times.

I have a deep passion for Horror movies specially the Saw Series, what can I say my inner Sadist loves torture. I guess that has to do with the hell I have faced as a person who the hell knows but I love hearing the screams of pure agony. My music taste normally is 80s Rock, Rock, Some Rap and Heavy Metal. My favorite bands by category are 80s Rock: Queen, Aerosmith and Whitesnake. Rock: Shinedown, Nickelback, In This Moment, and HaleStorm. Heavy Metal: Slipknot, Korn, and Stonesour. Now folks yes I am a Juggalette I absolutely love Boondox. My music taste does change depending on my mood so my profiles reflect that normally.

I try to keep my profiles simple when it comes to info, but this profile is a little different. I went with the name Impulses on this profile because when I get something on my mind unless I do something with it, I will go completely insane to the point that eventually it becomes my sole thought until its driven into reality. This profile will house whatever theme I select it to have because impulses cover everything and anything.

I do have several profiles and they range in themes. I do take the time to make my own graphics for them because of thieves on this site that lack the ability to be creative. I do not fear my block button and I will use it if I must. Once my blocks are on you, they probably won't come off so whining about them will only earn you my ones. So just take your damn medicine and get the fuck over it.

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