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it was nice while it lasted huh?
Set at 10:41 on September 11, 2009
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Have you ever worn a mask??
I have.
I DO.
Every minute of every day.
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And not a physical mask.. an emotional one.. a spiritual one, if you will. Not to hide my eyes, but to hide my very being. To hide what lies beneath. Beneath the facade of the happy-go-lucky woman, lies whats left of a broken girl.
I have been beaten down, broken, busted, and left for dead... more times than I care to remember.
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And for that very reason.. I have built a wall.
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A wall I have no intention of letting any one over.
There are those that I have let slip through the hidden door, those I love and who have proven themselves worthy of my affection. But those numbers are small, and don't kid yourself, my standards are harsh, your chances are slim.
I am not, what could be deemed, a happy person. I have my moments, but more often than not, what is seen as happiness, is yet another version of the mask. And rest assured, I have many masks, many versions, many applications. The idea that you might get to know the real me... is ridiculous.
Throughout my life, there have been many dark moments, some, I wasn't so sure I would make it out of, or live through to be honest.
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There were times, when I didn't WANT to make it through them. Sometimes, I still don't. Most times, I wish I hadn't.
Someday, I will step into the boat, and make my trek across the river Styx, and it will be a day of my choosing. Not someone else's. Not fate's. Not destiny's. Mine.
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I have said in the past, that when I decide to hate you, its forever. There have been times when I have eaten those words. Choked them down with a healthy dose of crow. But that doesnt happen often, and its been a LONG times since it has.
I have said before, that I welcome death, and await its sweet release. Some things never change. And just as before, I have NOT the nerve, to give myself what I want so badly
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I am, a simply complex person. I don't ask for much, and I tend to give much more than given.
When I decide that you are my friend, I will stand beside you until the very end, or you prove me wrong.
Some things, are better left unsaid. Some apologies, are so transparent, they are a waste of time and energy, yours and mine. Some times, the best thing to do, is to keep your mouth shut.
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given to me by my fellow ACM, Teradin.
Thank You, Dearest :)
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my st pattys day mushroom stamp, from StikkiDood lol
ty! lmao
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ya GOTTA love David Caruso!!
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omg and Hugh Laurie !!!!
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