Mindfields's Profile at Vampire Rave.

The Shadow side

The shadow, Dark Night of the Soul, and integrating are a few ways of understanding yourself as a whole. My beliefs stem from my journey, self-evaluation, and connecting with the shadow that we are all programmed to deny. I believe wholeheartedly that the shadow is the Authentic self, uncorrupted yet controlled by generational codes of belief.
To represent the logical self is a mask we are all so easily led to wear. These masks are created to fit into the norm of a matrix life we are so easily programmed into. Generational programming has been ongoing since humanity's first breath. Let us look beyond the story to where life became an assimilation. Where do we part from life on this one planet? How did humanity become the creatures yet are destroyers of the home we call Earth or Gaia?

Humanity, Transferance, and Evolution come from the Heart. Without staying in a heart space, Humanity has become stagnant, complacent, and disconnected. The singular isn't going to evolve into a Universal connection.

We come for the heartbeat of Humanity.

The shadowy parts of life never cloaked me from the judgment and abuse. Life happens, good and bad, and everything in between. My life has had many ups and downs along with polar extremes. I'm an energetic being, creating and adapting to every situation that I'm confronted with head-on. I prefer to stand on my own rather than let someone put me in a box acceptable to them. I'm not in this World to please the masses, there is a difference between compassion and compliance.

I am:

An older woman with grandchildren

Educated

Guarded until I get to know someone.

Music lover

Not looking for online Romance or games.

Protective of my family

My rating habits:

I normally rate 10s

You get what you give, it's that simple.

I use the block option if communication gets heated.

On to some personal thoughts about online dating and boundaries:

Rumors are prevalent on this site; let's make this crystal clear.

I don't date online!

If I am interested in a person, I'm forward.

I will never go out of my way to meet anyone for a piece of ass.

I can't be any clearer than that.

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I'm part of the mentorship: Obscurum.

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