I will wait for you to find me
But I know you never will
I will seek to you to save me
But I know you never will
I will try to regain passion
But I'm faltering
I will try to overcome this
But I'm overwhelmed again..
Hello, my name is Marcus. Just a lonely soul trying to reach out..
~To whom it may concern~
The way I see it, none of us are getting out of here alive
So lets get to know each other
Become friends with random people
Eat the delicious food, be silly, be kind
Take the chance with people that we want taken in ourselves
We only have this one life to try
And no matter how long, in the end it will seem too short
So if I come off weird or too strong please forgive me
Its just me asking for a chance to try at what could be
Please forgive me in advance for not being good enough
A lesson without pain is meaningless.
That's because you cannot gain something
without sacrificing something in return.
But once you've withstood the pain and overcome it,
you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else.
I've lost more than I've had to gain,
I've remained strong in the face of shame.
I've stayed behind to help others move on,
I've created and lost over dozens of sad songs..
Don't tell me you love me than expect more than this
just tell me you hate me to get over it.
I'd take the blame to protect you from strife
and sell my soul to save your life.
I enjoy leaning on rain and dancing in the trees
while savoring the taste and following a breeze.
There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself,
it hurts me more because as you let go I hold tighter
so to keep it from returning to you.
My blood is the ink and my veins the strings
used to lash at what's been left of my heart..
Everybody has a secret world inside of them.
I mean everybody.
All of the people in the whole world..
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside.
Inside them they've all got unimaginable, magnificent,wonderful,
stupid, amazing worlds...Not just one world.
Hundreds of them. Thousands, maybe.
People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct andtrue
That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?
Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world,
shaped by their beliefs?
Whom ever is to blame for the lives that tragedy claims,
no matter what who says it won't take away the pain
that we feel inside misguided in all our lies
as if anybody knows why it's the blind leading the blind.
Unfortunately that's the way that the story goes
as if it'll ever make sense in hope of a chance to truly know..
There's got to be more to life than this,
there's got to be more to everything we thought exist.
They of the endless are the servants of the living...
They are NOT our masters.
They exist because we know, deep in our hearts,
that they exist.When the last living things have left this universe,
then their task will be done.And they do not manipulate us.
If anything, we manipulate them.
they are our toys. our dolls, if you will..
And that above all else should be remember and recalled upon.
Things need not have happened to be true.
Tales and dreams are the shadow-truths that will endure
when mere facts are dust and ashes, and forgot.
Disorder | Rating- Paranoid: High. Schizoid: Moderate. Schizotypal: Moderate. Antisocial: Low. Borderline: Very High. Histrionic: Low. Narcissistic: Low. Avoidant: Very High. Dependent: High. Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate.
With this pentagram I lay protection here both night and day and the one who should not touch let thee fingers burn and twitch I now invoke the law of three this is my will so mote it be.
(1) Everything depends.
(2) Nothing is always.
(3) Everything is sometimes.
I would rather have a mind opened by wonder than one closed by belief.
I could never again be an angel.
Innocence, once lost, can never be regained. ..
The absence of evidence is not the evidence of absence. There are Known knowns and there are Known unknowns, but there are also unknown unknowns, things we don't know that we don't know... You know? ..
You only get one life. There's no need to choose an impossible path. It's fine to live as you like and die as you like. However, protecting a precious person... you must not forget this no matter what path you choose.
It's astonishing how much trouble one can get oneself into,
if one works at it. And astonishing how much trouble one can get oneself out of, if one simply assumes that everything will, somehow, or other, work out for the best.
You get life, and breath, a world to walk and a path through the world, and the free will to wander the world as you choose.
I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain
Please forgive me..
I do not threaten, I merely advise caution. ..