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Hail all here at ++Vampire-Rave++

Don't mind ++Being Bitten++ on here But if you want a Bit of banter ++Warn me #1st++ If your language is rough you might get it back!!!

++WHAT IS EROTOMANIA?!?++
Medically wise I suffer from Mania(s) which is an inherited trait. There are many kinds of manias Or obsessive interests......depends on who.has a mania and what they are into themselves at the time!! Some manias can.last weeks.months years Or even a lifetime and the person may gain lots of knowledge on a subject super fast due to manic sessions of studying Or "connecting to" their interest in various ways depending on their enviroment. Which they may or not record or write down somehow Or just store inside or may talk about a lot on the other hand.....whether others can understand them or not.
One I get myself is erotomania where your very into someone/something emotionally/erotically Or romantically/socially who isn't avalible Or isn't even aware of you atall (general definition).
It can be a person youve actually met Or a distant figure Or someone you know who is distant anyway I'd add) Or even just a picture/theme object Or subject (a person often) living or dead that emotes you on some level(s)!!
Its a living kind of tourture either way despite how long Or short the mania lasts it can be pleasurible and euphoric But can also cause emotional lows and distress during the different phases and cycles which can go up (highs/mania) and lows which can cause (depression/exhaustion) and other medical states.
My own erotomania I had it develop since childhood so its not likely to change) It may be related to Vampirism is some ways?!?)
I write poetry as an outlet for it-you can read some on here if you like.....
Not for the faint hearted thou!!!

++ABOUT MOI++
Been studying many subjects like esoterica & mythology's history's Be4 I even left official-school & tobe-honest its helped me understand the world in my own way better!!
Being as I have geneticall-disorders I'm outside the regular world quite a lot now anywayz)
Came to study of Vampires kinda late as other subjects came #1st But the romance/eroticall curiosity's were already there!!
Seeking for friendships & helping me study Or maybe more But because of the subject-matters +Privacy++ really matters to me!! From regular & outside world obviously)
I'm also transgender and have my own dual Mojo's etc so be aware and Don't be square)

Blessings if yah got this far