XSireNks534X's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I came to this site originally January 2007. I was dealing with a lot of changes in my life. I guess it began 2 years before that. I kept feeling a pull from someone, or something I never knew. A dark hair stranger started calling out to me. Every time I closed my eyes he was there. A familiar call on the wind, as gentle as the sun on my face.

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I had a overwhelming question that kept echoing thru my mind. Could I walk away from all I know, family, and just disappear, begin again? It constantly tugged at me, until one day, that stranger, a dark prince just stopped entering my dreams and thoughts, as though he knew I wasn't ready for that type of change.

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The year of 2006, my life took a tragic turn.. May, a husband of 11 yrs left me, June we divorced, and I almost died during a routine surgery in June of that year, September 2006, when I thought it couldn't get any worse, my father, my rock, passed away from injuries from a car accident. A drunk driver hit his car head on, my father suffered for 3 long days in the hospital, I watched this strong man, who once served our country so proudly, this honored man, who carried metals from his time of duty, this strong, proud man, I watched him suffer, and fade away, my father died holding my hand... and in the pain, rage, grief, something began to awaken in me.. I had no clue what was about to happen.. A big part of me, died with him..

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Most of us awaken to who and what we are in our early teens, or adulthood. After that a tragedy is what will awaken us. I am a human living vampyre. Believe or not, that's upto you.
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My awakening began in all my grief and rage. I shut out everyone I knew.. All my sense heightened.. abilities that I had never used came into play, looking back now, Things in my youth makes a lot of sense to me..

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I met a man that changed my life. A tall long blond hair man, with hazel eyes walked into my life, and I have never been the same.. He awoke things from deep inside me, my abilities flowed freely out.. as well as needs I had never known.. his brief walk in and out of my life sent me down a path that now I embrace.

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In my search to know what was happening to me, answers someone to understand. I stumbled across this website. My original profile name was Nks534. I'm knocking on my 11 year anniversary. So I decided to bring the profile name back.. I'm hoping to also bring back my original coven.. time will tell if it will happen, but this profile is in honor of it, I changed my name to LadyBloodMoon, and Mystical BloodMoon was born.

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In my search for answers, along with my anger and grief.. being raised as a Christian, a devout Baptist no less, in a small town of Tennessee. I lost my faith.. I was lost in the darkness. I researched many religions, beliefs, cultures. I found Wicca was for me.. It matched well with the abilities that was developing within me.

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I met another man on this site, he was a blessing. He took me under his wing, calmed my rage, began to teach me about who and what I am. His name was Lord Ryu Morales. After years of friendship, he took me as his own childe. He passed onto me his lineage. My ties are from clan sabertooth... Lady Sage, and Father Vincent. I took a oath to abide the community laws, uphold the code of ethics. My oath, and loyality will always be with Lord Ryu .

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This being said, I choose the Kitra path. I can lend a shoulder and help you with things in your life. As a counselor what we talk about will always stay between you and I.

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My trust isn't what it once was, either is my patience. If you show respect, I have found, I still enjoy talking with others, and making new friendships. Its just not as easy to get close to me. If you give respect, and patience, once my trust is earned, you will discover a real friendship.. If you have my friendship, you have someone in your life, that honestly cares for you, and will stand by you and with you no matter what..

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As well, can be said if I completely shut you out of my life, that's it.. there is no coming back in.. I don't do a lot of arguing at this point in my life. I like it quite and peaceful... I don't tolerate drama, I'm not afraid of using the block button lol.. I will cut ties and move on... But don't think I'm a doormat either.. you will find if you poke the grizzly bear, you will regret it lol

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When using the name of Sire, most look at it as a level on this site.. which ive reached a few times, but I use it in a different sense. A sire is someone within the vampyre community that has taken responsibility for another vampyre. Has awakened and guided them within the laws, and code of ethics, has taught them what it is to be vampyre... It isn't entered into lightly. Have I sired a childe of my own, yes I have.. Would I again? Depends on the bond I have with the fledgling..

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I stayed on this site to help guide others. There are still those that stumble upon the site looking as I did, Lost, Confused, Blood Lusting, wondering what is happening to them.. It is a scary, lonely process.. I am here to help..

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I spent a long time in search of the meaning of life, why I was here, With each past life memory, it became more clear. Like pieces of a puzzle it becomes clearer.

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Everyone has their own way of thinking, own beliefs, what they are comfortable with. This world is not black and white, nor do you live and simply die. Each soul is born with a purpose. Each soul touches those around them. Each soul makes a difference.

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I love to look at legends, Mystical creatures... things most people couldn't even wrap their minds that the exist..
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I have found that people fear what the don't understand. And the most damage is done simply out of fear.

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For those whom actually read this, and didn't just scroll to the bottom, thank you.. this is a very small glimpse into my soul. Your welcome to send me a message.. Blessed Be to you.

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