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The wolf inside always watches, always waits...
Greetings, this profile is another one of mine and I use the extra profiles given to me to express different interests.. I am incredibly intrigued by anything dark and morbid, but aren't most of us here? My name is Stefanie, but you might know me as NikkiAidyn here. . First off, I'm married as August 2018 so if you're looking for anything other than friendship, you're in the wrong place.
We have a daughter together and an inseparable loyalty and bond towards one another; destiny seemed to have brought us together.
"I guess I’m pretty much of a lone wolf. I don’t say I don’t like people at all, but to tell you the truth, I only like it then if I have a chance to look deep into their hearts and their minds." -Bela Lugosi
I had a companion wolf, not a pet.. and there is nothing more spiritual than such an animal inviting you into its heart. When I say I run with wolves, I mean it quite literally, as she will always run with me in spirit as she used to in life.
I am a rather respectful and kind person, and I can say that confidently, without conceit. I try to be the best that I can be; I admit that I make mistakes, but we all do. It's what you learn from them that matters..
Opposite to my friendly exterior and usual demeanor, I can be quite morbid and sarcastic.. Even then, it's usually in a joking way, unless someone has pushed the wrong button. I usually do get along with most though, i'm not a jackass, I'll be friendly to you if you are to me. Respect, enough said.
Interests: Literature has been my escape from reality since as long as I can remember.. As a kid, I would actually stay up and hide just to read. Even now, I enjoy getting lost in a good story, to become another person and travel to other places.
I would have to say that my favorite and most influential authors are Anne Rice, R.A. Salvatore, and H.P. Lovecraft(I adore the universe he's created, many dreams I've had before even knowing of him reflect his world); these three authors have had the greatest of affects on my thought and perspective of the world..
I have a vast mind when it comes to literature, but I enjoy reading about the occult, history, theology, philosophy, anthropoloy and anything that helps me in my endess pursuit for the truth. I can fly through a novel for the hell of it in a couple of hours. Anything that strikes my interest will be read..
Music has and always will be the power to reach out to those that are too far down to find their way through alone. Just like literature, music has the power to take me from this world and transport me to a better place..
Instruments? I play piano, guitar, and once played the flute...Maybe one day I'll get a bass; I've always wanted to learn the violin, so maybe one day I'll pick that up too.
Besides reading and music, I love to sketch, walk, spend time in nature, practice tarot & meditation, and write. I also enjoy body modification and would get tattooed unceasingly if possible; so far I only have 6 tattoos but I plan on many more.
I am a very spiritual person... I wouldn't say I practice any sort of 'magic', but I do mess around with a mixture of all of the spiritual meanings I've learned.
I think that you've got the gist of it. I like to think I'm a good person that has done bad things, that has been through hell and back. I don't regret a thing because the worst has made me my best; I will forever strive for better.
All we do, say, and act on shape our lives. What matters the most is to take the time to dive deep into ourselves. Peace;
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