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well i dont really like writing about myself. but i have nothing but time nowadays. but anyways well umm im a very shy person and i like to be left alone. i use to be a cutter but for now i have quit as u can see i said for now but lets not get into that.well umm i like to read alot and listen to music alot my favorite writer is steven king, and anne rice, and christopher pike . i generally like to be bye my self but there days i love to be around my friends to reinsure me that there is a point to stay in this hellhole that i call my life. well thats enough about me.. sometimes i just wont to peel off the top layer of my skin. Just to see if you had something better a few layers under? I do. Maybe, I should start that now. Because this top layer SUCKS!" well enough about me! so if u have any questions or anything leave a comment or something but i doubt u will ever get to understand me but what would it hurt to try!

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Forsaken
David Draiman Of Disturbed
(Queen Of The Damned Soundtrack)

I'm over it
you see I'm falling in the vast abyss,
Clouded by memories of the past
atlast I see
I hear it fading I can't speak it or else you will dig my grave.
You feel it finding always winding
Take my hand I'll be alive

You see I cannot be foresaken
because I'm not the only one.
We walk amongst you,
Feeding raping,
Must we hide from everyone?

I'm over it
Why can't we be together embrace it?
Sleeping so long taking off the mask
At last I see
My fear is fading I can't speak it or else you will dig my grave
You feel it binding always winding
Take my hand now be alive

You see I cannot be foresaken
because I'm not the only one,
We walk amongst you,
Feeding, Raping
Must we hide from everyone?

You see I cannot be foresaken
because I'm not the only one,
We walk amongst you,
Feeding,Raping
Must we hide from everyone?
Everyone
Everyone

The Sensual Vampire

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Be straight
Be deliberate

[Chorus]
Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

Choke choke again
I find my demons were my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet chugga gun
Does not protect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now

[Chorus]

I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like I'm not getting better
Not getting better

n life

What Is Your Calling? (Dark And Amazing Pictures!!!)
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Well, You Are Looking For Beauty. Whether it be in a poem, or in art, you are trying to find something worth copying or wooing over. You are very independent, and you are stubborn for the most part. Beauty means alot to you, and you make that known. If anything has to do with you, it is either the best or it isn't worth it. IT doesn't mean that you hate things, it means you find beauty in the least likely places, which is talent.

Pros: You find beauty in things that others do not. You are very unique for that.

Cons: You could be dubbed as narcisstic or having syndromes of it. You also let yourself go sometimes and you have a temper.

my longing.
i wish to be loved. i only want someone to hold me close and tell me simply that everything will be alright only if i just hold on. the idea of someone being there for back up when things get tough is appealing to me as i no longer want to go through things on my own. i hide this very well, but deep down the truth hurts when me dare to think about it.

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Your inner spirit is lost ...

... But you can help it if you want to. It seems that you are sort of negative about life, and haven't really got in-touch with your spirit yet. You need to take a good look at who you are, and accept yourself. Chances are, there is an amazing person underneath all the negativity and doubt. Just try to see your good traits, rather then your bad ones, and before you know it, you'll be happy and 100% in-touch with your true self

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

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