"Human is born. Human suffers a great deal. Human dies." thats the cycle of life, deal with it i hate emos
PURE FUCKIN METAL FORVER You are a maniac
And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
You put the spike in my heart
And now the nightclub sets the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
Hi im Nina and im 19, and i masterbate at least once a week. I have a fetish for piercings and as do the colour red and black. and I LOVE corsets;)
i have two mothers who love each other and one mother has some mental problems...
my dad lets just say he lives in his own world back when he was a child in the 40's when everything was different,and men ruled all, and he trys to impose that world on me. He has a shit load of cash but has never spent it on us (not that i care its the lame excuses that bother me and his selfish nature)...if fact he has never bought me a gift in my life and iv come to not expect anything from him but the lame excuses he comes up with each year. To him i beilve im just something to trail behind and ignore like this one place i remeber being dragged to where all the women dragged out the word "darling" and their social status relyed on what new material things they could ramble on that they just brought. I dont think status should be what new and expensive painting you just bought but who you are as a person.
The more you try to hold someone back the more they rebel. let me out to experice the fruits of the world and maybe i would not have been drivin to drugs and alchohol and pain to free all the anxiety i have from trying to be molded into your innocent high achiever who is blinded by the material world like my dad.
Yes that is what i do when i tell you im going for a walk and im not in bed late at night when you think i am. drugs have become my freedom and peice of mind. whats in that head of yours that makes you think i can enjoy the life i so desperatly despise? i dont think i could ever know.
Favourite bands: bloodbath, carcass, devildriver, Lamb of God, Hatebreed, Satyricon, Arch Enemy, Cannibal Corpse, Amon Amarth, Velvet Acid Christ, Static X, Slayer, Blood Bath, Decide, Dark Funeral, Chimiria, Strapping Young Lad, Pantera, Nine Inch nails, marilyn Manson, COF, dimmu, children of bodom, the distillers, staind, system of a down, cradle of filth, serphrim shock,
favourite movies: HEADBANGERS JOURNEY , the crow, fight club, boondock saints, all movies made by the Coen Brothers, some random black and white pictures, constantine, spiderman, teh crow, clockwork orange, edawrd scissor hands, the nightmare before christmas, corpse bride, matrix, Little nicky and other Adam Sandler movies, Blade, Gene Wilder movies, sleepy hollow
ALL EMOS DESERVE TO DIE, FORGET UP THE ROAD TO ACROSS THE NECK AND THAT SOLVES ALL PROBLEMS
A nice aged scotch, smooth and rich is teh ticket. Mikes hard and wine will do it too:)
The icon says it all...
I'v got an old stone gothic type dragon sitting in my house.
The ankh, symbol of life and eternity thus creating immortaity.
Since its an amulet. the word amulet came from the word amuletum meaning "means of defence" It is believed to have protective qualitys. lol now u see why i love and respect this symbol.
What is your name?: Nina
How old are you?: 19
What is your zodiac sign?: virgo
Where do you live now?: Canada
What color are your eyes?: hazel
What color is your hair?: red, short, spiked
How tall are you?: 5ft
What is your worst fear?: the chinese taking over (i know they will.
Do you smoke?: yes
Do you drink?: yes. drinkers r thinkers ;) curtisy of alex. thank you:[
Do you cuss?: why the fuck do u care?
Do you use drugs?: yes...i love the drugs and the drugs love me
Have you or will you ever steal?: yes
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: ears...eyebrows
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: driving a fast expensive car, racing, while being high and smashing into a wall so i will die qucik and painless in a firey explosion being insinerated.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: thought yes. tried no. that takes effort
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: yes.
Are you evil?: in a manical way
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: believe can/could key words
Are you paranoid?: i dont know! who are u?? why r u looking at me like that!?your eyes are watching my thoughts! Get away!!!!
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: im obbsessivly compulsive
Are you a violent person?: not typically. but i can be.
Do you take your anger out on other people?: sometimes
Do you believe in fate: yes.
What do you want to be when you grow up? preferably alive.
Do you sleep in any unusual positions: oh yah...really..really..unsual
Do you dream: yes. crazy wild dreams that cant be normal...sometimes they relate to events that will happen the next day....
What is your favorite color?: check up top
What is your favorite food?: wtf do u care?!?!
What is your favorite drink?: like i said...
Would you ever kill yourself for someone else?: if i had to yes.
Are you kinky?: just how kinky?
Do you like biting?: and being bitten...
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: blue, green, rainbow,
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: yes
Are you religious?: Define religon. Some isms possibly fall into the category in a way?wiccan?beliefs? im not very religious...never been in a church except the gothic churches when i visted england. those r beautiful...
Do you believe in vampires?: yes
Does pain turn you on?: hells yeah!
Some of my favourite bands
It doesn't matter who they are and what they have or haven't done. You still want to kill them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun. Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe you have some sort of mental problems or you are this way because of previous deep scars, only you know. But now you are sadistic and maybe you only like to see a special group of people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are not the most social person in the bunch and people think you are weird. That bothers you somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself with daydreaming about killing them. After all, they have no idea what's coming.
Main weapon: Explosives and torture equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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These eyes have had too much to drink again tonight
Black skies, we'll douse ourselves in high explosive light
Just give us war, I've been calling you all week
for my shotgun
I wanna see what you're insides look like
I bet you're not fuckin pretty on the inside
I wanna see what you're insides look like
I wanna see em
Well you don't say
And well I can explain what happened to my face
late last night
I'm sleepin next to pools in vacant alleyways
And what I'm goin through, shot lipgloss through my veins
And when I can't complain
With the falling rain
me again with short hair
a younger me
JACK THE RIPPER
Oh, you look so tired
Mouth slack and wide
Ill-housed and ill-advised
Your face is as mean
As your life has been
Crash into my arms
I WANT YOU
You don't agree -
But you don't refuse
I know you
And I know a place
Where no one is likely to pass
Oh, you don't care if it's late
And you don't care if you're lost
And oh, you look so tired
But tonight you presume too much
Too much, too much
And if it's the last
Thing I ever do
I'M GONNA GET YOU
Who walks alone at night.
Yet still sees without a light.
Stalking the shadows waiting for prey.
It is i my bitter sweet, and it is you i crave.
The paleness of your skin.
The sweetness of your flesh.
I drain you of all that you are.
You become all that i am.
Through enternity no sense of time.
Moments pass in a blink of the eye.
Our memories of all we shall leave in a bite.
Unless lifes blood we drink tonight.
??Which colour of Death is yours??
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I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
You're Squee! Your parents hate you. Your only
friend is a teddy bear.
What Johnny the Homicidal Maniac character are you?
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RANDOM ODDS AND ENDS!
He who laughs last thinks slowest.
Everyone has a photographic memory. Some don't have film.
A day without sunshine is like, well, night.
On the other hand you have different fingers.
Change is inevitable except from a vending machine.
I just got lost in thought. It was unfamiliar territory.
When the chips are down, the buffalo is empty.
Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it.
Those who live by the sword... get shot by those who don't.
I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.
He's not dead... he's electroencephalographically challenged.
You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you.
I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be without sponges.
Honk if you love peace and quiet.
Despite the cost of living, have you noticed how it remains so popular?
Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented
It is hard to understand how a cemetery raised its burial cost and blamed it on the cost of living.
The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong.
It is said that if you line up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try and pass them.
You can't have everything....where would you put it?
Latest survey shows that 3 out of 4 people make up 75% of the world's population.
The things that come to those who wait, may be the things left by those who got there first.
A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well.
It was recently discovered that research causes cancer in rats.
I wished the buck stopped here as I could use a few.
I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it.
Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.
Suburbia is where the developer bulldozes out the trees, then names the streets after them.
Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have.
Organized crime in America takes in over forty billion dollars a year and spends very little on office supplies.
Books serve to show a man that those original thoughts of his aren't very new after all.
Age is a question of mind over matter. If you don't mind, age don't matter
We had gay burglars the other night. They broke in and rearranged the furniture.
The fact that no one understands you doesn't make you an artist
People who never get carried away should be.
Theres two types of people in this world..the type who finish what they r saying..and so on..
I was so poor growing up ... if I wasn't a boy ...I'd have nothing to play with.
Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea.
Some say the glass is half empty, some say the glass is half full, I say, are you going to drink that?
Whenever I see an old lady slip and fall on a wet sidewalk, my first instinct is to laugh. But then I think, what if I was an ant, and she fell on me. Then it wouldn't seem quite so funny.
If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.
If you think you are too small to be effective, you have never been in the dark with a mosquito.
UFO's are real. It's the Air Force that doesn't exist!
A synonym is a word you use if you can't spell the other one.
Hard work never hurt anyone, but why take the chance.
If you can't convince them, confuse them.
There Are Three Kinds of People - Those Who Can Count and Those Who Can't
A foolish man tells a woman to stop talking, but a wise man tells her that her mouth is extremely beautiful when her lips are closed
Speak when you are angry - and you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret.
When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened.
Stop acting as if life is a rehearsal. Live this day as if it were your last. The past is over and gone. The future is not guaranteed.
These childhood memories - I have them often, but can usually keep them under control with the use of drugs.
His music rocks and believe it or not hes incredibly insightful and humourous. his book is my favourites. i keep it close to me everywhere i go:P i love it!
Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.
What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
You are ViolentRayne. You don't care where you're
at or what you do as long as you get to kick
ass. Your enemies haven't got a chance when you
attack with your blinding fury. Your blades and
guns are your best friends and you don't have a
good day until you kill something.
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Lady Death and Purgatori
It's Terry Pratchett. one of my favourite authors in the world with an amazing insight into life. He uses his world to create a disorting mirror help up to our own that speaks of human mortality and just about everything else in life. i love his use of satire! And his character of Death is amazing...Terrys books are a mix of sutble humour, wit, seriousness, and just about anything else you can fit into a book. i highly recommened you read one of his books:)
You are a maniac
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