i am just another dumb blonde that was brought into this cruel and hateful world. i hate the light because it is too bright and it always feel like my eyes are burning, i love the dark because it is a mystery and i live in the dark. i attract too many freakin' guys to myself that it's startin' to get on my nerves and i always feel like rippin' their heads off with my bare hands.
im 17; can't wait to be 18 so i can get the fuck away from my dad and my dorky sister
I miss you even when I have you by my side
Because sometimes I am not sure if I have you inside,
Or if I only have your body but not your mind
Maybe I alredy know the answer but I rather be blind
Than admiting the truth and losing you
The Darkness Ends somewhere
I'll show you the way
Walk over here and I'll show you
Where the Darkness Ends
You're just some time away
Don't you realize
I'm the Darkness that surrounds you
I WON'T end
I'm what hurts you
I"m what makes you live
Where The Darkness Ends
I'm just a second away
Where The Darkness Ends
You see my cuts burn
I'm just a second away
Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
I am the darkness
I am what surrounds you
Tell me wrong
You know you can't
Because I belong to you
And there's nothing you can do
I'm like a spell
And you know I surround you
Just Where The Darkness Ends
It never does
So I'll be with you forever
Haunting you and loving you
Just Where The Darkness Ends
Take a look around inside my head,
Hear the voices screaming,
They screamed while my soul bled.
The sounds of pain are all around,
Lurking at night,
Lurking right now.
Keep my head down as my self esteem drops,
Lower and lower it falls,
As my heart and veins pop.
I keep it locked down,
Locked down,
In my other side.
People think im happy all the time.
I keep my troubles locked down, (locked down)
In my other side.
I looked away and I still do,
Forgeting to live,
Forgeting to breathe to.. In my other side.
Everyones just here to put me down
And I'm just sick of it
All those fags and thier dumb lies
And all that other shit
I try to lift myself up
But it's harder then it seems to be
So I just fall to the ground
and hope that some one can rescue me
I feel like a dirty dog
Lying on the ground
Tears running down my face
I try not to make a sound
For no one seems to care
I guess I don't matter
I'm just a little pest
That everyone wants to shatter
So now I sit and wait
For this was the life ment for me
And theres nothing I could ever do
For this is my destiny
Shadow Dragon
Dark, evil, you are the evil breed of dragon. You lurk within the shadows of the night and attack with surprise. You prefer to stay alone, solitude is your best friend within your deep, dark cave or den.
you stand there immortal
your tempting me
my innocence looms inside you
the pain is my pleasure
hollow eyes shining fangs
i now know wat u shall do
tyed to the wall
staring being lost in your eyes
falling ,pain ,silent screams
the blood shall not drip
only distilled in your black heart
burning fires are only the start
Evil comes for me,
Evil comes for you,
When Evil comes for us,
Evil comes unglued,
Evil comes for me,
Evil comes for you,
Together we can fight,
For all that is true,
Hold me tight,
keep me safe,
Drown out Evils' thoughts,
With your beautiful face,
Please don't leave,
Stay by my side,
For if you go,
My Evil lives,My truth dies.
Why you left I don't understand,
By my side I Pleade for you to stand,
Now my Evil lives, Truth dies,
Coldness & clouded hatred you see in my eyes,
A new me is born,
From my soul my heart is torn,
Emptiness were you once ruled,
How I allowed myself to be fooled,
You said you wanted me back,
How could I believe that crap,
To let this happen again,
You have unleashed my inner Sin.
I feel tortured inside,
Come with me along for the ride,
I promised I'd be there for her,
But she makes it so hard,
Feeling teased like a dog,
Seeing her every day,
Wanting some one so much,
Someone I can't touch,
There's a fine line between love and hate,
Sometimes I can't differenciate,
She makes me feel good yet so bad,
I hate having to feel so sad,
Torturing my heart,
Really i feel smart,
I made a mistake once before,
Didn't think what it would do to her,
Hurt her so much caused her to cry,
Now I deserve nothing less than to die
I walk into the silent night
the air bitter and cold against my face,
the wind pulling me through the night,
everything feels so right.
I see you there standing,
waiting for me to come into your arms,
we lay together under the dark blue sky watching
the stars twinkle and shine,
you whisper in my ear "You'll always be mine".
Could this be more perfect
could this be more real
I think I’m starting to feel
that love is so clear.
You hold me through the nights that
pass on by, we lay there together
until we die, our souls last
forever in this spot,
they will never be forgotten
and our love will never stop.
you told me you loved me
you told me you cared
you said that you would do anything for me
you said you would do any dare
then one day you left me
out in the cold
to die and to starve without you to hold
i wish you would come back to me
but i know wishes hardly come true
why is it you hurt me so much
but i am still in love with you
