My name is of no importance i am here to find somthing else that matters in this world, the thing i am most blind to, a reason to grasp life, to feel that im here for a purpose, to know that there are more forces at work than my own doing. To do this is to challenge your full potential, to not is to die alone and cold. Other than that i like to rock out to avendge 7 fold and many other bands, party with my friends becuase im a consuming person that can never have enough fun. Dont have time for people that are fake and going nowhere in life. I love a good thrill. I love sky diving, bungie jumping, base jumping, roller coasters and death defying stunts hence why i like my job as a roofer. If you feel that you need to know more about me just askand i may tell.
Some times i feel im lost in the shadows never knowing where to turn. When i was younger i would follow the group of people i was around. I was so wraped up having fun and getting fucked up i slipped away from goals and intrests in my life. Later on i moved away from my place of birth and found my new home in ny, i thoght it would be great to have a new start, man was i wrong. I soon found out what it felt like to be confined and locked away in the dark away from all living things except for all who dwell in solitude and the dark with me. When you are away for a while u loose meaning of time, seasons of the year are worthless to you, there is nothing,emptyness.
In the end you are left with nothing but your thought and willingness to escape frome that reality. In the end you are doomed if that you want to be. Over time everything clears and reopens doors that you never thought you would earn the keys to have to open them. Now i have a beutiful girl who knows no end to being happy, i have a great woman and she never asks for anything from me, really supportive.
This profile is a work in progress i should be done soon.
