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Once Again I Must
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Pretend everything's alright,
Hiding what's inside,
Trying hard to fight,
The strong urge to cry,

Even though I try,
With all my pursuing might,
The strong urge to die,
Just seems to be right.

All of this pain,
I feel throughout the day,
As I think and lay,
It's eating me away,

It's raining liquid blades,
Leaving bloddy stains,
I wish the pain would fade,
But on it seems to stay.

Why won't it leave,
And just let me be,
Nothing's ever what you see,
I realize as I griece.

Numbness of my feet,
I collapse into my seat,
For down I have been beat,
I solemnly admit my defeat.

Broken I have been,
Hurting deep within,
The pins stick further in,
When will come the end?

Now with a start,
I begin to fall apart,
Feeling like a lark,
Destroyed is my heart.

Lost all what was mine,
No more feelings of divine,
From this fucked design,
I think it's finally time.

The daggar at my chest,
And with a short, sharp breath,
I am finally put to rest,
I have finally embrased my death.