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I am sorry that so many of you got mad at my last post so I am saying sorry....
but I also wanted to say... I don't hate school.. that much, I only hate my father because he treated me like shit for 14 years ( and I am only 16.. u do the math), and lastly I hate the world cause of what I have been put through... so really.... my parents give me an ass whipping.... I dont think so. but still I am apoligizing I just wanted to see what your interpritations would be.

way to step up and be a man

Ohhhh their is one thing that I forgot to post.... this is to countessmoon.... I dont care what the world thinks of me... It is what I am going to do to them that they should be worried about.... bye the way everybody feel free to post replys about the above messages

Well then if you sit here and can say that , and I quote" I dont care what the world thinks of me... It is what I am going to do to them that they should be worried about..." then you are nothing more then an ignorant child. You may sit there and rattle on and think that you are more mature then what people think, but with thoughts like this your not. You may think that people are trying to kick you off the site where you feel like you belong but this site is meerly a fracton of the real world. Society dosent fear you or worry about what you would do. Why beacuse they dont know you from another person walking down the street. Let me tell you who will care. The people families of the lives that were taken, the people that were close to them and don't forget about that person that you would share a jailcell with sweetie. The one that YOU would fear. Then again if you were mature and thought about it then... this would have already crossed your mind.

shouldnt apologize if you dont mean it ( at first i thought you meant it then you had to open your mouth again)

I feel you are very angry at the world and should talk to your school councelor

" And when the angel of death came knocking, he found that the man was already at the door waiting to welcome the one who he had been waiting for his whole life right beside that very door. "

As for you apparition... I do feel sorry about angering those on this site it is just that i dont know how to explain it all and my mind is comfusing me to no end

Darling, if you are going to come at me in a threat and make it clear to point me out then dont come at me with your proverbial B.S. I don't want to see it. Now when you start to be able to debate or even form some kind of statements to support your thinking pattern then I will return.

that quote isnt a threat... it is what I feel

I am the man who is waiting for death to come to my door step

I dont not take it as a threat my Dear. Not at all but you cannot state feelings or even support how you feel with that. You really need to sit back and assess what is going on with you and why do you feel this way. You are 16 dear. Life behind bars n a metal box isnt what the rest of ur life should be over some thoughts or actions.

and by the way if you would like to speak with me in private then please do so. I am sure the other rave members dont want to see us banter =)

I have to go but I will finish this forum another time

You feel sorry for angering them? or do you feel you were wrong in your other two original posts for your comments.

On one end dont feel sorry for angering people --You will end up like me trying to make everyone like you and not making yourself happy ( the burdens we create) they weight us down and bind us you are young at age dont polute your soul.

second you should understand that the think you emphisized in your original threads is what people had a problem with ---Look i dont really believe there is always one answer to everything, but the frame of mind that you used in your reasoning to give the answer you did was flawed probably built up from rage---solve the problem what is angering you? it has gotten to your subconsciece if that is what you believe in the Psyco thread. reevaluate those thoughts

so now your saying you want to die? your only 16 man--2 years away from the freedom you seek. what ever is troubling you--you can get through it and you will. I want to help

Ok, the best thing to do is to NOT RESPOND to JUNK like this!!!!

:::::: hangs head and sighs:::::: Yes, Dami ::: kicks dirt and walks off.. hidin the fact I am stickin out my tongue::: hehe

k.....strange that this keeps needing to be said......but please keep this type of personal argument to private msg's...or better yet grow up and get over it....and I mean that for all involved....not just for a young kid who may not yet understand a better way....I too have had arguments on the site with people....but the forums are not the place to air dirty laundry....
they are a place for intelligent discussion...
at leats thats the idea anyways...
*Daermon leaves after putting on his clown suit and climbing into a small car with 15 other large adults in clownsuits....so much for intellect*

LOL at Daermon! (hi daer!)

Well, manslayer..you shouldn't just do anything to everyone ok? "what's meat to you is poison to someone!"

=)